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Tim Hart-Andersen oral history, 2019.
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- speakerThis is Elizabeth Wittrig interviewing Tim Hart-Andersen on April 30th 2019.
- speakerTim if you want to go ahead and start by saying when and where you were
- speakerborn.
- speakerI was born in Ellsworth Kansas in
- speakerApril of 1953. 66 years ago.
- speakerAnd do you want to talk about any religious influences that you had growing up?
- speakerWhile I was born into a religious family.
- speakerMy dad was a pastor. I was born in Ellsworth and
- speakermy dad served a church there and then started a new church in Wichitia.
- speakerI remember that better than I do.
- speakerThe Ellsworth days and then from Wichita we went to La Grange Illinois outside Chicago
- speakerwhere he was a pastor of a large church their First Baptist Church in
- speakerLa Grange. So I grew up in the Presbyterian Church from the
- speakerearliest days and never left the church.
- speakerDid you feel an early call to ministry?
- speakerMy dad certainly did for me.
- speakerAnd that was one of my I guess I would say one
- speakerof my spiritual struggles was knowing if the call the ministry was mine
- speakeror my dad's for me. My dad was a big man.
- speaker6'6" and exuded energy.
- speakerThe extrovert scale had to be extended for my dad.
- speakerHe was just very present and a big
- speakerpersona lovely man.
- speakerAnd when I was about ten he had talked to me so often
- speakerabout maybe going into ministry I sent him a note in the offering plate that said Dad
- speakerplease stop talking to me about being a minister and to his credit he
- speakerdid. And when I was about 25 I
- speakerfinally made the decision to go to seminary and
- speakerhe and my mother wrote me a letter that arrived
- speakerfour days after I decided on my own.
- speakerSo I knew it was my sense of call to go to seminary.
- speakerIf I'd gotten that letter before that I don't know if I would have made the same
- speakerdecision. But when I went to McCormick Seminary in Chicago where my father had gone and
- speakermet on the first day the woman who would become my wife
- speakerBeth Hart. Whose father also went to McCormick Seminary and whose brother went to
- speakerMcCormick the next year and whose sister-in-law went to McCormick so we're a McCormick
- speakerfamily. Our daughter is now at Austin Seminary because we're a McCormick
- speakerfamily and she had to have her own sort of independence and
- speakerI don't blame her. She needed to do with her dad and mom what I did with my parents.
- speakerSo I started ministry in Southern
- speakerCalifornia in Anaheim
- speakerat the presbytery of Los Ranchos. I was an Associate Presbytery Executive in stewardship
- speakerand mission. Raising money and starting new churches, buying property, and
- speakerhousing racial ethnic churches. I think we raised ten million dollars over six years
- speakerand housed I think 15 or 16 different churches.
- speakerIndonesian, Vietnamese, Taiwanese, Chinese, Laotian,
- speakerlots of Latinx churches.
- speakerSo very exciting time in Southern California which is an extremely
- speakerconservative part of the Presbyterian Church.
- speakerAnd that was in the 80s late 80s.
- speakerIn 1990 I was called to San Francisco
- speakerwhich is a different theological environment from Southern California.
- speakerI was called to serve Old First Church which is the
- speakeroldest Protestant church in California on Sacramento downtown in the
- speakercity there and I remember the interview.
- speakerI was there it was in Southern California being interviewed on the phone
- speakerby the committee from San Francisco and they asked me this is in 19
- speakerwould have been 1998 during the interview and asked me where do
- speakeryou stand on the ordination of gays and lesbians which was
- speakeran issue but really hadn't been the way it would be a few
- speakeryears later when Amendment B was passed.
- speakerAnd I told them that I supported the denomination's
- speakerposition which was the definitive guidance position
- speakerfrom 1978.
- speakerIn other words excluding gays and lesbians from the denomination.
- speakerAnd when I told them that I said to myself well that's the last I'll hear from
- speakerthat church assuming a church in San Francisco would have
- speakersome feelings about that that were different from mine.
- speakerTo my surprise they called me anyway.
- speakerAnd then thus began a journey.
- speakerThat really changed me.
- speakerParticularly in regards to the question of ordination and eventually
- speakermarriage and full inclusion.
- speakerAnd it was for me, excuse me, a
- speakerpastoral journey.
- speakerThis was in the 90s in San Francisco and
- speakerthat was the height of the AIDS crisis.
- speakerI remember the Bay Area Reporter which was a gay community's
- speakernewspaper every week would publish photos and bios of the
- speakermen who died mostly young men and there were usually
- speaker50 or 75 every week.
- speakerA lot of death in the gay community.
- speakerAnd it touched our congregation at one point.
- speakerI was doing the math and estimating I think about 10 percent of our congregation was HIV
- speakerpositive or living with AIDS. Full blown AIDS.
- speakerWe lost a lot of young men
- speakerand my ministry was deeply affected by that as a pastor
- speakerto those young men. And the
- speakerwhole congregation, we spent a lot of time
- speakerwith people who were dying many of whom were cut off from their families.
- speakerI can remember only one young man whose family
- speakershowed up and walked with him and us through his death but everyone
- speakerelse the other all the other church members who were dying we
- speakerstood vigil with them sometimes for five days, sometimes a week, sometimes two
- speakerweeks round the clock and we discovered as we did that we
- speakerbeing our members of our church we discovered that there was a lot of love in the
- speakercommunity and families of choice not of birth.
- speakerWe didn't really know much about many of us and
- speakerthat experience affected me as the pastor doing those memorial services and
- speakerwitnessing the love in the community and the faithful service of these church
- speakermembers some of whom were elders and deacons.
- speakerI remember
- speakera gentleman by the name of Zach Long graduate of Monttreat.
- speakerNo, graduate of Davidson I'm sorry.
- speakerDavidson. And he had been at Montreat. So he was a southerner.
- speakerA southeastern person and was a very faithful
- speakermember of our church. Chair of our organ committee, involved in music,
- speakerand was an elder on session.
- speakerVery popular terrific leader.
- speakerAlso very popular and a good leader in the gay community.
- speakerHe developed HIV and then began living with
- speakerAIDS and I called on him about once a week in the last many months of his
- speakerlife and he would sit down with me every so
- speakeroften. But toward the end he would open the door crawling on his knees.
- speakerHe couldn't stand any longer and he taught me a lot.
- speakerHe died.
- speakerI think August and in June two months before that he served as the
- speakerGrand Marshal of the Pride parade in San Francisco.
- speakerSo there was our
- speakerPresbyterian elder
- speakerbeing a leader
- speakerin the community and in the congregation.
- speakerAnother name I would cite I guess Hugh
- speakerand Richard. A couple. Richard's
- speakera dentist. Hugh was a cop. 30 years as a
- speakerhomicide detective.
- speakerAnd I met him at Zach's memorial service.
- speakerAnd he introduced himself to me and I remembered his name and
- speakerwhen he showed up two weeks later I greeted him by name.
- speakerTurns out he was a cradle Presbyterian himself.
- speakerGrowing up in Oregon and left the church when he came out because the church
- speakerwasn't welcoming to him and he'd been away from the church decades
- speakerand Zach's death brought him back.
- speakerAnd he became a deacon in our church.
- speakerAnd Richard his partner became an Elder.
- speakerAgain active leaders in our church.
- speakerAnd that was that pastoral journey I took
- speakerwith people like that with Richard and Hugh, Zach, and Stewart, and Dwayne, and Lewis,
- speakerand all these
- speakermostly young men. We
- speakerhaving had this experience in our congregation in the early 90s by
- speakerthe time Albuquerque came along in 96 as
- speakera community our session our leaders and certainly as
- speakera pastor we were convinced that these
- speakerindividuals who happen to be gay who
- speakerwere very faithful and terrific leaders ought to be allowed to
- speakerlead in the church.
- speakerI was a commissioner to the 96 assembly in Albuquerque and I
- speakerwent to that assembly bearing
- speakerI guess hopes of my congregation that
- speakerhelped the church reject the
- speakerproposed exclusion of gays and lesbians from ordination.
- speakerActually Hugh who was a deacon at the time
- speakerwrote a testimony he was planning to testify before the committee.
- speakerVery careful preparation of this.
- speakerRehearsed it.
- speakerWent over it with me and with a few others including Pam Byers.
- speakerAnd the Albuquerque assembly
- speakerhappened and about two days before the assembly one
- speakerof the older women in church who whom he
- speakerwas assigned to as a deacon became suddenly quite ill and was in the hospital.
- speakerSo Hugh decided to stay
- speakerand miss the assembly in Albuquerque and never gave his testimony.
- speakerBecause he was
- speakera faithful Deacon.
- speakerSo.
- speakerThe irony of that was not lost on many of us.
- speakerI got up and rather than
- speakerread his prepared statement told his story.
- speakerThat he wasn't there because he was back home being the deacon
- speakerthat the church didn't want him to be.
- speakerSo anyway the whole thing was quite
- speakerobviously still has quite an effect.
- speakerSo there we were in Albuquerque.
- speakerI was assigned to the committee and I don't know what it was called but it was a
- speakersocial justice committee and it received a
- speakeran overture I forget from where but an overture that proposed that the
- speakerchurch affirm full civil legal human rights for gays
- speakerand lesbians in the social world and in this political sphere
- speakerand I was on that committee and we
- speakerpassed that in our committee and passed it at the assembly.
- speakerSo we all remember Albuquerque as the assembly that
- speakerlooked internally and did this damaging work to our gay and lesbian friends and members,
- speakerbut looked externally to this world around us the social
- speakerworld and said that we should, again the irony of this is not lost
- speakeron many of us, that we should support the extension of full legal
- speakercivil rights for gays and lesbians and in the social and political
- speakeryou know things like allowing gay partners to visit people
- speakerin the hospital etc.
- speakeremployment discrimination. All of that was we took a firm stance as the assembly
- speakerthat same year that we passed Amendment B.
- speakerAnyway we passed B.
- speakerG-6.0106b. And I
- speakercame home to San Francisco and we were upset.
- speakerAnd first job for me was to
- speakeras a pastor work with those who were deeply wounded
- speakerby the church's decision because we had in our own life
- speakerkind of gotten over the question of should these loving
- speakerfaithful people who happen to be gay serve as leaders or not.
- speakerWe said yes of course they should. So here was the church saying no they shouldn't.
- speakerAnd they couldn't.
- speakerSo my first job was to respond pastorally to them.
- speakerWe lost a few people but we worked very hard at keeping
- speakerpeople in the church and not just our gay members but we awesome
- speakerstraight folks who were appalled that the national
- speakerdenomination would take a position that would have such impact on us locally.
- speakerAnd in our churches located in the Polk Gulch
- speakerarea which I mean everybody knows about the Castro in San Francisco.
- speakerThe Polk Gulch area was the Castro before the Castro.
- speakerAnd mostly older gay men.
- speakerWe were in a wonderful community.
- speakerBut our our ministry was deeply affected by this because
- speakerit was in the news. It was broadcast
- speakerthrough the media that the Presbyterian church now were excluding gays and lesbians and
- speakerit sort of directly affected our ability to invite new
- speakerpeople into our church from the neighborhood or from the city.
- speakerWe had to get over a few things that the denomination had said
- speakerand in that action so we
- speakerwere determined to oppose it and to change it. And we organized.
- speakerWe started organizing. And I'm kind of an organizing kind
- speakerof person. When I was in seminary I organized there was I think seven
- speakeryears in Chicago I organized a student movement among the seminaries.
- speakerThe World Council of Churches met in Vancouver in 83 and I organized
- speakera vast action international student gathering at the assembly.
- speakerI'm just naturally drawn to that kind of stuff.
- speakerSo we jumped into it. We created wrote a covenant of dissent.
- speakerI think there were probably three principal covenants of dissent written around the
- speakercountry and they were disseminated and we began
- speakerinviting other congregations not just in our presbytery but across
- speakerthe country to join us in dissenting. Stating publicly that we were dissenting
- speakerfrom the action and opposed to it and that
- speakerwe were going to keep our doors open.
- speakerBasically we
- speakerworked in a kind of I would say a haphazard way, not
- speakerin an organized strategic way to defeat B.
- speakerAnd we didn't have any national network or organization to respond.
- speakerThere were of course there was Presbyterians for Lesbian and Gay Concerns people.
- speakerPLGC. And More Light
- speakerhad emerged by then. More Light Presbyterians was trying
- speakerto do what they could but many of us weren't looped into that network.
- speakerSo amendment B was
- speakerapproved in the presbyteries and by the time we knew it was approved it
- speakerwas too late to propose alternative overtures with a deadline
- speakerbefore G.A. because we all assumed it would go down in flames and
- speakerit didn't. And that's when we
- speakercame up with the plan to in effect hijack an overture that
- speakerwas coming in to the assembly that would make it more stringent not more
- speakerexclusive. Rather than soften it changing chastity to celibacy because
- speakerthat was one of the words we were using in our
- speakerdissent declaring that the church had used the word chastity
- speakerand in other ways through its history in our confessional
- speakerdocuments declaring that leaders in the church should
- speakerbe chaste. So the church had already decided that we should be chaste and
- speakerwe could certainly have chaste gay leaders.
- speakerSo we were being quite clever to get around this and others communities
- speakerwanted to make clear that we were excluding
- speakergays and lesbians at least those who were not celibate.
- speakerSo we convened a group
- speakerin San Francisco Presbyterian.
- speakerMet many times.
- speakerAnd faculty member from San Francisco Seminary
- speakernamed Lou Mudge who had been with the dean of McCormick when I was at McCormick and was a
- speakergood friend was in those meetings and he proposed that we take
- speakerthe community's overture that had celibacy and
- speakerinsert it was fidelity and chastity and they were going to say fidelity and
- speakercelibacy and we proposed to leave it exactly as it was except
- speakerinsert integrity there instead.
- speakerAnd then we
- speakerof laid out his plan that Pam Byers and I would
- speakergo to the 97 assembly on behalf of this group in Syracuse.
- speakerSan Francisco group with his attempt to change the community's overture
- speakerand Laird Stuart who was in San Francisco a part of our group was chair of that committee
- speakerand he was a very fair man.
- speakerA man of great integrity and honesty and a gentle soul.
- speakerHe was the right person to lead that group. And
- speakerwe worked with commissioners Pam and I on that committee and they wanted
- speakerto do something and we had a suggestion and they thought it was a good idea.
- speakerThey managed to change the overture that had come from the community presbtyery and thus
- speakerthe assembly was
- speakerhappy to endorse it. It was it was passed.
- speakerIt passed from the assembly and we knew then that we needed to organize and
- speakerI know I've told elsewhere the story of my convening a group in the basement of the
- speakerSyracuse assembly.
- speakerIt was Tuesday night that we knew what the committee decided
- speakerand by Wednesday sort of at the assembly back
- speakerthen Wednesdays were free mornings, the commissioners were supposed to be reading all the
- speakerbusiness. So those of us who weren't commissioners
- speakercould meet and I convened a group of about 12 or 15 people in
- speakerthe basement of the Syracuse assembly hall and said to them this
- speakerhas passed. Language that will soften B
- speakerand we need to organize this time like we never organized before.
- speakerThose of us who were not involved in any
- speakeractivism already in LGBTQ issues.
- speakerSo there were a number of people there who then
- speakereventually became part of the Covenant Network.
- speakerThere were a few who actually ended up leaving the church and I kind of invited
- speakerthem thinking they would be a little more open minded about this.
- speakerThey weren't. But there were seminary
- speakerpresidents there.
- speakerAnd pastors of larger churches.
- speakerI was in a group, a peer group called the Community of Pastors which is about
- speaker25 larger Presbyterian churches across the country whose pastors meet
- speakertwice a year. My father started the group and
- speakerI was not in a large Presbyterian Church. Old First San Francisco was about 300 members
- speakerbut by virtue of my father's leadership of the group I
- speakerwas shoehorned into it. So I turned to that group for
- speakerhelp in starting to organize.
- speakerAnd then I after the assembly
- speakerthere was interest in doing this. And after the assembly I wrote out a plan.
- speakerWorked with Dan Little who is retired but former
- speakerformerly the executive of the General Assembly Mission Council and
- speakerhad been on the
- speakerMcCormick Seminary board and by then I was on the board as well so we we were
- speakercollaborating.
- speakerAnd he was advising me on the plan to organize
- speakerand a key component
- speakerof the plan was to get the right leaders. Visible public leaders.
- speakerAnd it was John Buchanan who had presided over the Amendment B
- speakerassembly in Albuquerque and Bob Bohl a former moderator both of whom
- speakerhad great stature and name recognition and were wonderful
- speakerpastors and solid leaders and right in the center
- speakerof the church which is where the strategy was to position this new
- speakerorganized effort in the center because More Light and others were active on
- speakermore to the left. We wanted to make space in the center of the church to
- speakerattract maybe more moderate Presbyterians because we knew we didn't have the votes having
- speakerwatched what happened to Amendment B. And John and Bob agreed
- speakerto lead the effort.
- speakerAnd John assigned John Wilkinson who was the Executive Associate
- speakerpastor there at Fourth Church Chicago to work with me.
- speakerI was still in San Francisco.
- speakerSo this is the summer of 97. We had a meeting in August of 97
- speakerin Chicago and at that meeting the Covenant Network was born.
- speakerWe wrote a Call to Covenant Community and John and Bob were declared
- speakerto be the co-moderators of the organization and the rest of
- speakerus who were there now constitute ourselves as the
- speakerI think we called ourselves the steering committee, but eventually by the time we had the
- speakerSeptember gathering in Chicago we had morphed into the board of the
- speakerCovenant Network and we'd added probably another oh 8 or 10
- speakerindividuals who were of
- speakerthe same ilk. That is not recognized as activists
- speakerin the church for change but rather recognized as leaders in the church
- speakerin the denomination or in larger congregations or in seminaries.
- speakerAnd that's the group that convened a relatively small gathering.
- speakerIt was our smallest national conference ever.
- speakerIt was our first in Chicago at Fourth Church.
- speakerProbably 125 eople came.
- speakerThat was the birth of the Covenant Network.
- speakerAnd it grew to be a very effective
- speakerpart of the movement. Just part of the movement.
- speakerWe worked with others who had been out a lot
- speakermuch longer than we have.
- speakerAnd I think we all understood that each of us played a role in the kind of multifaceted
- speakerapproach because More Light was more activist and more sort of out
- speakerthere at the assemblies and witnessing in ways that we weren't.
- speakerThat gave us the opportunity to present ourselves a bit more moderate.
- speakerAnd you know some people who may not want to go the activist route but
- speakersaw the wisdom of what we were doing we're drawn into a more positive
- speakerposition toward gays and lesbians.
- speakerIt took us a long time.
- speakerAll of us working but it succeeded
- speakerI think because of our persistence. Our strategic thinking.
- speakerAnd the mobilization of a lot of people across the church and key to
- speakerthat effort was our leader Pam Byers.
- speakerPam was
- speakeran elder on our session on Old First and
- speakerchair of our Evangelism Committee.
- speakerWhen we came back from Albuquerque, she was in Albuquerque too.
- speakerWe came back.
- speakerWe really had a problem with evangelism. That is inviting people to come
- speakerinto our church. Evangelism the root word in the Greek means
- speakergood news and there wasn't much good news for many in our community
- speakerin those days.
- speakerSo Pam had a kind of very local interest in this as
- speakera person drawing newcomers into the life of our congregation
- speakerreally needed help from
- speakerthe denomination that she wasn't getting.
- speakerSo she was interested in changing it.
- speakerAnd Pam had a gay brother who was a Presbyterian
- speakerin Baltimore.
- speakerA church there.
- speakerWe were close friends.
- speakerPam and a small group of people at Old
- speakerFirst including my wife Beth.
- speakerWe were part of a we called ourselves a festival worship committee
- speakerand we got together about once a month and designed creative wonderful art
- speakerfilm worship and so we were very close
- speakerto Pam and Jeff. My wife and I were a small group.
- speakerShe had been a senior editor at Harper
- speakerwithin their religion section and had
- speakerbeen recruited by KQED to start excuse me start a
- speakernew publishing company in San Francisco.
- speakerThat's our Public TV station and had
- speakerjust taken that job maybe in January of 97 something like that within
- speakerthat she hadn't been there a year yet and I said
- speakerPam I think we need you to help us with this effort.
- speakerWe're going to gather in Chicago and we need somebody
- speakeras a staff member. John and Bob Bohl.
- speakerJohn Buchanan, John Wilkinson, Bob Bohl and I had talked
- speakerabout a need for someone to lead the group and I said I thought I knew who could
- speakerdo this. And Pam graciously agreed to do it.
- speakerHad never done something quite like this before.
- speakerShe proved to be quite adept at it.
- speakerShe is a person who is I guess well
- speakerraised. Had good social graces and used those
- speakergraces very capably
- speakerto build relationships. That's what the network was. It was a set of relationships and
- speakernot only with people that agreed with us on ordination
- speakerbut across the spectrum.
- speakerAnd Pam was fearless in doing
- speakerthat. Going to any conference any gathering of Presbyterians and
- speakerrepresenting with her smile and her gifts
- speakerof relationship building representing the Covenant Network position.
- speakerSo our efforts began on that September gathering and
- speakerwe scrambled a lot because the amendment was already out and starting to be voted on.
- speakerAmendment A came out of Syracuse and we were a bit behind
- speakerthe eight ball on that and we had to build a network from scratch.
- speakerSo we did and the vote didn't
- speakergo our way but the network was born.
- speakerSo we had in the movement for inclusivity in the denomination, a
- speakernew group joined the groups that had been struggling for many years years
- speakerbefore us and we had a more powerful front
- speakerin the struggle and we all knew
- speakerthe church would change eventually.
- speakerThere was too much of theological and biblical and governance material
- speakerthat made a good case for a
- speakermore inclusive position that we knew it would pass eventually.
- speakerWe started out arguing mostly from
- speakera governance angle, the polity angle saying that Amendment B is not good governance.
- speakerWe don't adopt
- speakersuch exclusive and really misguided language.
- speakerOur confessions
- speakerare subordinate to scripture and scripture is subordinate to our faith in Jesus Christ
- speakerand the amendment turned that on its head.
- speakerIt used language we had in different ways.
- speakerChastity we had used in other ways in our history and now it was abused
- speakerin a way that we didn't really understand.
- speakerIt was mean spirited. I think it was done out of fear.
- speakerAnd the church is not at its best when it operates out of fear.
- speakerSo we were convinced it was going to happen.
- speakerIt was just a matter of when and how.
- speakerWe argued a lot about whether we should go every assembly.
- speakerOr take more time and work in education.
- speakerAnd our efforts at conferences and
- speakerregional gatherings were really part of the commitment to educate the church, to help
- speakerthe church learn more about biblical material, theological
- speakerwitness.
- speakerWe learned from More Light and That
- speakerAll May Freely Serve and some of the wonderful leaders in that
- speakerpart of the church that the polity argument
- speakerwas eventually I mean it helped us build a network because it was it was a safe argument
- speakerto make.
- speakerIt didn't have to really take a stand on justice for gays and lesbians.
- speakerYou could support the removal of B and
- speakerstill be someone who felt like gays and lesbians
- speakershould not be in leadership on the basis of polity alone.
- speakerSo we started out with that argument and that allowed us to build a network.
- speakerOur strategy early on in the Covenant Network was based on polity
- speakerand intentionally so because
- speakerwe didn't want to push what we called in our board
- speakermeetings the justice argument.
- speakerI'm embarrassed to say that because this in the end was about justice for gay
- speakerand lesbian folk and our church.
- speakerBut we didn't think that that argument was being made very effectively
- speakerby More Light. So we wanted to distinguish ourselves to carve out a different
- speakerposition in the church more in the center to make space for folks
- speakerwho would be persuaded by the policy argument to come our direction basically.
- speakerWe kept to that for many years.
- speakerWhen we got into legal battles we had the best legal team in the church working.
- speakerDoug Nave and Tim Cahn working on a legal argument.
- speakerBut we knew there was a theological argument to be made
- speakerthat everyone's created in the image of God and God calls
- speakerall people as our statement of faith says as God calls all men and women to serve
- speakerin the church.
- speakerAnd we knew there was a I guess I would call it a pastoral argument.
- speakerI mean I certainly knew that as a pastor of a church.
- speakerIt was so evident to me and to our congregation
- speakerthat God had gifted these individuals who happened to be gay for
- speakerservice in the church. We didn't make those arguments at first.
- speakerWe did put out some really good theological material, published some books, published
- speakerarticles we wrote in journals.
- speakerAnd eventually we started moving toward the pastoral dimension
- speakerof the of the question because in the end it really was
- speakerobvious that this is about Bill and Linda, Sue, John.
- speakerIt wasn't about theology or policy or legal
- speakerstrategies. It was about human beings.
- speakerAll of which were made in image of God and who were faithful people.
- speakerAnd that's something I would say we learned from More Light.
- speakerWe learned from friends who had been at this a lot longer
- speakerand for whom this is more costly.
- speakerMany of them felt the call to ministry.
- speakerI think of Scott Anderson. I think of Janie Spahr. I think of Larry Lafontaine.
- speakerI think of Lisa Larges.
- speakerThe list is long and
- speakerthe language was not in the Book of Order
- speakersome abstract issue for them. It was about their own lives and their livelihoods
- speakerand their location.
- speakerAnd it was costly for them. It didn't really cost us.
- speakerWe Covenant Network was a group that was fairly privileged at the start of this.
- speakerWe were all white. We were all straight.
- speakerWe did diversify pretty quickly
- speakerbut even with the diversity that we brought in we were still pretty much
- speakerlarge church pastors who oh
- speakerdidn't weren't risking a lot personally.
- speakerI mean some of us took heat.
- speakerBut it wasn't the kind of personally
- speakerhurtful woundedness that
- speakersome of our friends were burying through these years.
- speakerI do remember one speech I made at the Covenant Network lunch where I
- speakerdescribed myself as a I didn't use the word privilege but basically as a person
- speakerof privilege. A tall white straight male
- speakerand how strange it was for me to be on the losing end of so many votes and being in
- speakera minority in the church. Basically it was first time I'd ever experienced that given
- speakerwho I was and just by virtue of my being and I
- speakersaid it was a strange sensation for me to be marginalized, to
- speakerbe pushed to the margins by my own church. Afterwards Janie Spahr
- speakercame up to me and said
- speakerwith her usual sort of energetic smile and warmth, Tim
- speakerwelcome to the margins. Only we think of this as the
- speakerhorizon.
- speakerAnd it was such a helpful reframing of what was going on.
- speakerThose excluded were going to be where the church was going to go.
- speakerThose who were had been pushed out by the church who were marginalized were
- speakeractually leading the way.
- speakerThe future was that direction.
- speakerSo really helpful from Janie.
- speakerSo
- speakermy role in the Covenant Network was largely to
- speakerlead the strategic effort of the organization.
- speakerI was a chair of the strategy committee which meant basically
- speakerdeveloping the means by which we
- speakerwould get legislation sent to the General Assembly and then getting it passed through the
- speakerassembly. The method we developed in Syracuse
- speakerwhich was basically watching the committee at work or watching or coming
- speakerinto the assembly having identified it in the committee that
- speakerwas going to be dealing with our legislation. Identify the people who might be friendly
- speakerby virtue of the churches they come from or the Presbyteries or maybe we
- speakerknow them somehow. And it was very hit or miss early on.
- speakerIt got much more organized thanks to Tricia Dykers Koenig where we
- speakerhad commissioners probably of the usual 600
- speakeror 700 commissioners 70 percent of them we had a
- speakergrading system. We knew if they were going to be favorable or negative or somewhere
- speakerin between. But early on it
- speakerwas a matter of getting the assembly early, identifying the commissioners that we thought
- speakerwould be supportive, meeting them as they came off the assembly floor, having
- speakera drink with them, going to a bar or eventually
- speakerwhen we started having suites bringing them to the Covenant Network suite and
- speakerasking what it is they hoped would come out of their committee in the Assembly and out of
- speakerthe Assembly and then because almost all the
- speakercommissioners are first time commissioners and they don't know how to put in motions and
- speakersuggest legislation etc.
- speakerhow to work together and that's what we did.
- speakerWe helped them develop motions or sometimes guided them in language
- speakerand then the process of creating a
- speakerfloor movement during the debate.
- speakerWe developed talking points with them to support whatever
- speakertheir overtures were that they were bringing to the actions they were bringing.
- speakerAnd we know we would have often in our
- speakerthese late night conversations six or eight sometimes 10
- speakeror 12 commissioners who were eager to network together and
- speakergrateful the Covenant Network brought them together otherwise they would never have
- speakerconnected. And the assembly moves very quickly once it opens for business.
- speakerThe committees move pretty quickly too. So that was my job.
- speakerTricia then begin identifying commissioners.
- speakerMy job was to work with them and build relationships and then in those
- speakerrelationships help guide them as they needed help to
- speakereffective legislation and action for a more inclusive church.
- speakerWe expanded that grew it
- speakergrew over the years to be quite a sophisticated operation.
- speakerI remember early on and probably in Syracuse in 97 maybe
- speakerit was in the next assembly in 98. In the assembly hotel
- speakerwalking through there was an open door and I just walked into the room and
- speakerit turns out it was about oh probably three meeting
- speakerrooms connected. OPs.
- speakerIt was their command center and they had computers, they had phones, they had dozens
- speakerof volunteers and strategists and people working the floor and
- speakercommissioners and it was like a command and control center on the right.
- speakerAnd you know when we saw that.
- speakerPam was with me and when we saw that we were suddenly aware that
- speakerour operation needed to amp up a bit.
- speakerI remember also More Light early
- speakeron was doing some of these techniques. They had a walkie talkie system, headphones
- speakeror earpieces and so Covenant Network started
- speakerfrom scratch but built a very strong effective General Assembly organizing
- speakerefforts so we could get we tended to get almost everything we brought to assembly get
- speakerit through the assembly because we were well organized. Where we were weaker was in the
- speakerpresbyteries. It's harder to organize nationally. So that was my job and the board
- speakerwould gathered and at some point in the agenda I would present the
- speakerstrategy from our committee which we would develop largely
- speakerby phone conference calls and then that board would either approve
- speakerit or tweak it. Generally not much.
- speakerWe were really in the lead on this.
- speakerI eventually probably six or seven years into it
- speakerhanded off that committee to Dave Colby who then became the
- speakerlead strategist for the network.
- speakerAlthough I was certainly involved my specialty was working at an assembly
- speakerand working with commissioners. That's where I felt that was most effective
- speakerin support of our efforts.
- speakerOur work was various assembly oriented. So it was sort of intense periods and then
- speakerwe would stand down and then we would have the fall conference.
- speakerThe conference is a really good vehicle for
- speakerbuilding the network, meeting people, giving resources, encouraging people.
- speakerWere they well attended?
- speakerYes they were well attended. We would have 400-500-600
- speakerpeople. Our largest conferences probably were six
- speakeror seven hundred.
- speakerThey were big events in cities and there were it
- speakertook a lot of effort to organize those.
- speakerI didn't do that. That was Pam and Lou East.
- speakerYou know we had to work with hotels and meals and so it was a big
- speakerjob. But those were really good events.
- speakerPeople felt like this was the church they really longed for.
- speakerThey had wonderful worship, great preachers and speakers and I
- speakerhope that we can in the PHS archives document who the speakers and preachers were
- speakerbecause those experiences really helped move the
- speakerchurch forward.
- speakerWe had regional gatherings which I think were less effective but in some Presbyteries
- speakerwhere they were where the Covenant Network supporters were in a
- speakerminority it was really helpful to them to
- speakergather to meet one another, know one another, worship, pray, study, plan together.
- speakerThe Covenant Network became a lifeline particularly
- speakerfor Presbyterians isolated in congregations, in hostile
- speakerterritory in the denomination. So our efforts
- speakeron ordination which were internally focused took us
- speakerCovenant Network 15 years, but the whole denomination 40 years.
- speakerFascinating to see how quickly the marriage change happened.
- speakerWhich was which is an external question
- speakermore than an internal. It's not about our rules it's about I mean that to a certain
- speakerextent there is some whether we allow ministers to do this but or churches to host.
- speakerBut really the real question was a civil one.
- speakerWill we in our civil society and our laws governing
- speakerthe state allow same sex marriage
- speakerand we were engaged
- speakerin that struggle for three years.
- speakerOrdination completed in 2011 and 2014 the church
- speakerchanged its mind.
- speakerBegan in September of 97
- speakerthat same month interestingly enough didn't realize it just looking at it now the
- speakersenior pastor of Westminster Church resigned suddenly in Minneapolis.
- speakerHis name was Gordon Stewart. Very effective pastor had actually provided wonderful
- speakerleadership on the national level with a report some years before on
- speakerthe nature of love.
- speakerIt's called the Justice-Love report.
- speakerIf you've heard about it. But it's a report that basically said love
- speakeris not love without justice, being just at the same
- speakertime.
- speakerHe and an associate pastor here became involved.
- speakerThey were both married. Their marriages were crumbling.
- speakerBut they got involved with one another.
- speakerSo they resigned abruptly in September 97.
- speakerAnd two years later.
- speakerIn the summer of 99 I was elected pastor
- speakerhere and began in November of 1980 here at Westminster Church Minneapolis.
- speakerOne of the reasons they wanted me to come they explicitly said
- speakerthis in the interview as kind of a screening question and this was their search
- speakerwas happening in 97 when Amendment A was voted on.
- speakerAnd then in 98 when Amendment A had been defeated we were still living with B.
- speakerThey wanted this church to provide leadership for inclusivity.
- speakerOne of their pastors, associate pastors named Erwin Barron
- speakercame out as a gay man in 96
- speakerI think or 97. And resigned.
- speakerPartially because he didn't want to throw the church into turmoil but also because he
- speakerwanted to go to San Francisco to pursue a graduate degree.
- speakerI met him two weeks after he arrived in San Francisco and we immediately hired
- speakerhim at first. So.
- speakerHe still is connected to that church. Wonderful guy.
- speakerBut he was involved in a major legal battle later on in the church.
- speakerBut anyway so this congregation Westminster had started its
- speakerdeal with what it means to have inclusive posture toward
- speakerordained leaders and
- speakerhad gay members in leadership.
- speakerSo they wanted their next minister to help lead the congregation
- speakerlocally and lead the denomination nationally.
- speakerSo I kind of fit that bill because we were interviewing in 98 and the Covenant Network
- speakerwas up and running. I was providing strategic direction.
- speakerYou know. I had the idea to do this so that
- speakerthey saw in me someone who could maybe help here.
- speakerAnd we did what many churches did across the denomination
- speakerin those early years.
- speaker96, 97, 98, 99 when we were trying to figure out how to live with this Amendment B thing.
- speakerThat is study.
- speakerThat's what Presbyterians do.
- speakerSo we put together a task force here.
- speakerCalled it the Amendment B Task Force, creative name, and
- speakerput people on to it we knew would be quite open to inclusivity and
- speakerordaining gays and lesbians. There were some gay folk on the group in the group and
- speakeralso people in it leaders whom we assumed would not be supportive.
- speakerSo it was a mixed group and they spent probably a year.
- speakerSo
- speakerour effort here at Westminster like in other congregations was to give
- speakerthe church a chance to think together, consider together
- speakerhow to respond to the reality of Amendment B.
- speakerIt looked like we were going to have to live with it for a while.
- speakerAnd each congregation that was aware of gay and lesbian folk who were
- speakerpotential leaders had to ask the question, do we let them lead
- speakeror not. Do we ordain them or not.
- speakerAnd many congregations like ours, like Westminster undertook studies
- speakerand it was helpful to look at the Biblical material.
- speakerWe invited the congregation in to talk about that and we had sermons
- speakerabout it. And helpful to think about the theological implications of
- speakerthe kind of church that Amendment B was thrusting upon us
- speakerand also the polity argument. So we took a year doing in our local
- speakercontext the kinds of things that were happening at the General Assembly level and
- speakerthe end of that was our Session we
- speakerreceived recommendations from the Amendment B task force to
- speakergo ahead and nominate and elect and
- speakerordain those who we knew to be gay and in openly gay
- speakerrelationships.
- speakerSo the way we did it was we said we will examine them for
- speakeroffice and we'll ask them is there anything in the church's constitution
- speakernot just these individuals but everybody who was being or doing anything that would
- speakerprohibit you from assuming office.
- speakerAnd we used what's called the interpretation strategy to get around B.
- speakerWe interpreted B in a way there was leeway in B.
- speakerIt was not cut and dry.
- speakerThere was wiggle room and we got into that wiggle room and used it and
- speakerexplained it to our incoming officers and we have a six
- speakermonth preparation time from election to ordination.
- speakerSo we had a lot of time to prepare those who were elected by the congregation to serve
- speakerin office and we never had someone say that they could not in
- speakergood conscience respond to the ordination questions and assume office
- speakerin the church. So the interpretation strategy, interpreting B to be
- speakerless stringent than those who approved it wanted it to be.
- speakerThat strategy worked at Westminster and we we began electing
- speakerand ordaining and installing openly gay deacons and elders.
- speakerSo it helped us live with B.
- speakerAnd then we put a lot of energy and funding we've helped fund the Covenant Network,
- speakerprobably ten thousand dollars a year for many years.
- speakerSo Westminster learned
- speakerlike many congregations across the denomination learned to live with B
- speakerin spite of it. And refused to let it hinder our
- speakerwork in terms of welcoming gays and lesbians into the life of the church
- speakerand into ordained leadership in the church if we felt God was calling
- speakerthem to serve in that way.
- speakerWe were one of the key supporters of the Covenant Network for many
- speakermany years and when the marriage amendment started getting
- speakeractive in the church we were very strongly in support of that.
- speakerOur Session approved statements supporting marriage equality which we used
- speakerin this local statehouse. We lobbied in the state house.
- speakerWe sent elders up to the Capitol to lobby for that.
- speakerAnd we've been we
- speakerwanted to be in the lead inclusively and we have been.
- speakerOur staff includes folks who are gay, lesbian, trans and we're very
- speakerpleased with with our staff team and where we are as a church and glad the denomination
- speakerhas come around on this issue.