Isabel Rogers interviewed by Carol Lytch, June 1998, side 1.

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    Sure. It's picking up. Sure. Let's see if it's picking up.
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    Carol, as I thought back, in the light of your your question about
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    you know what some significant things in my moderator year, I thought about two really values
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    in the Reformed tradition, which I kept,
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    I kept hearing people interested in and excited in and that was 10 years ago.
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    And excited about. and yearning to understand and grasp
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    values, which I think are endangered species today.
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    Ten years later. Let me let me describe them to you and talk a little bit about it and then
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    whatever other questions you want to ask me or be OK. But, just these two. Yeah.
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    That might be really in trouble today. One is I found
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    all the way through my year.  a yearning to
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    understand and an excitement about understanding the Reformed tradition and Reformed Theology.
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    People were eager for that. I was trying to think of of episodes I thought of at that time in
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    Chambersburg Pennsylvania. This was one of those meetings where
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    everybody in the presbytery is invited. It was in the college auditorium of Wilson College I guess.
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    And. I did a standard spiel of some kind. I haven't the faintest notion what I said, but I'm sure I
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    talked about the Reformed faith and that sort of thing. Afterwards in the question
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    period, one man stood up. And, he said, "Dr. Rogers.
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    Two three times you mentioned the Reformed tradition in your comment.
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    Could you just take a couple of minutes and explain to me what you mean by that?" A
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    couple of minutes! But I did, I'm sure, a very eloquent job. . But
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    but but what I remember is that afterwards at the
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    reception. We would have had some of the hot spice tea or something standing by a fire. And,
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    a woman came up to me with stars in her eyes. And she said, she said, "I've never felt so
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    Presbyterian and all that." And she was excited to be a
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    Presbyterian and to be a part of this tradition. And I found. I found
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    everywhere folks want to know more and excited about about
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    being part of that. And I still find that. As a matter of fact the thing that. Carol, now
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    probably I travel a lot of the weekend Presbytery events and that sort of thing.
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    They still ask me probably more than anything else to do Reformed theology. People want to
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    know this. And, they ask me honest questions. And, we really struggle with those,
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    so that's still there. But clearly and that's why I say that maybe it's sort of an
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    endangered species. Over against that, It seems to me that you know as well as
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    I do that that the feelings of our distinctiveness are certainly fading away
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    when we're with the figures about 50 percent at least of a church people have come
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    into Presbyterian Church from other traditions, couldn't care less really about our
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    Presbyterian heritage. Folks are going to choose where they're going to worship by the
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    congregation, not because of the denomination. We know that that's the reality.
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    so that sense of distinctiveness, which is a profoundly
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    ecumenical of course , to be Presbyterian is to be ecumenical. It's not that. but
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    simply that loss of interest in our heritage. That's over against what I still
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    find there's an excitement. Those two work, work against each other.
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    So I thought about in my in my travels I find it threatened today.
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    And yet still plenty of people want and want to understand a wanted to. And so I have a
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    deep concern for this. I remember several years ago was
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    in a Presbytery in Eastern Michigan, I think. This was after I was moderator.
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    They asked me to do one of these weekends on on the Reformed faith what, what makes, what makes it
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    distinctive. And the title they gave to this. And this is eastern Michigan.
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    The title they gave. See that.
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    That's the title they gave to this was "Are
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    Presbyterians an endangered species?" And, I was fascinated with that. You know they
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    lfeel like snail daughters grew up here with all these Polish Catholics and aren't
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    an endangered species. And I told them that when I started that I said I can I don't know
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    what the church is going to be like in two oh five A.D., but.
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    I can make an educated guess that, if there were no Presbyterians around, somebody would have to reinvent
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    them because I think we bring distinctive gifts to the to the larger
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    church. We don't claim that we have the whole truth but we have some emphases that the larger
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    church needs. And, and I rejoice in that. And then I went on that weekend to talk about
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    those distinctive gifts. Well I'm concerned if we lose interest in those distinctive
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    gifts. And. And so I spent a lot of time trying to help people
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    understand and particularly. What I've been doing lately in
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    weekend meeting now, is if you take seriously Reformed Theology then what
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    does that mean for our living in today's world? So it seems to me the relevance of it
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    for the day is really important not just rejoicing in the past but seeing how this
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    informs and illuminates obedience to God in today's world. So that's
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    one of the things that I most observed in my moderatorial year
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    and feel is in danger today. And yet there were those counter-force closely connected with
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    that. Let me get these. And then I can go back and come back.
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    It's great. A Second Reformed
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    avenue that I felt so strongly in
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    in that. I felt it all the time, but so it underlined again and again that year was that
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    strong sense of the church, the broader connectional pattern,
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    of  Presbyterianism. I felt that deeply as I
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    traveled around. Let me just tell you two very memorable events both of them had to do with
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    Native Americans. I was. I spoke. I  addressed the
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    Presbytery of South Dakota. Cold October day was a bleak day
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    even in October it was called South Dakota. And, after I
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    finished in and got a chance to talk to people then
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    that somebody whisked me in and climbed into a pickup truck
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    and this fella took me out to a little Native American a Dakota church up.
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    On a bleak, talking about a bleak hillside overlooking, I guess it was the Missouri
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    River. Little. White I think clabbered
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    church needed needed paint and there must have been 15 or 20 trucks pickup
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    trucks even a tractor or two parked around there. They were having a meeting with the moderator. It turned
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    out no they hadn't told me what to do. Turned out I was supposed to say a few words of course
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    but we had a worship service in Dakota. And and in
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    English and then I spoke in English and we sang hymns and bows. And, during the service,
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    I looked there must have been maybe 30 40 people there.
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    That was the Friday morning and then all these people were there because it's almost
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    80 percent unemployment. Nothing for people to do. So come have a church service. Friday
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    morning. This was almost the whole congregation. But anyway
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    my visit my memory. Sitting against t
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    he rear wall were three women.
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    Very impassive. There was no sign of response that I could see.
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    And I thought probably that either they didn't understand.
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    Perhaps didn't understand English very well or certainly southern,
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    but it seemed there was no response. But afterwards one of those women came up to me
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    and she had tears in her eyes and she took both of my hands. And she said, "This is the first time our own
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    moderator has ever come to visit us." Well that's it. That just really did me in.
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    What she was saying was, she was saying, now we
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    know we're not out here by ourselves. You know we belong, and our moderator has come to see us.
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    And I had a similar sort of, not of a person saying something but in
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    Phoenix. Hot and des. sert. couldn't have been
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    more different. And, I had a morning preaching at Sun City, and all the opulent things. Then they
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    took me out past Tempe to a little church
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    of the of the Pima Maricopa Indians.
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    The Bapchule Vah Ki Church, V-a-h-K-i. i remember it so well. So will you travel on
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    it's poverty stricken desert area. How anybody? You couldn't grow anything. But as you drive up,
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    you could see the little church. It is a cinder block church and as you turn out you turn off the main
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    road onto a little dirt road. And then we turn.
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    Into. A fence say a gate in the fence and right there at the entrance
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    way was a big placard, a big  sign,
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    saying. Vah Ki Church. And there was the seal of the Presbyterian
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    Church, Presbyterian Church USA. Right.
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    Right up there in the desert, that big sign, Presbyterian Church U.S.A. Then, I went to the church and there
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    was a big blue banner on the wall. Right. Presbyterian. Vah Ki Church.
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    Presbyterian Church U.S.A. I'm getting gooseflesh thinking about it. Don't you see,  they were
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    saying ], "We're not out here all by ourselves. We belong to something bigger. We're
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    we're we're part of something--the church, the Presbyterian Church.
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    And I think that's so crucial and that's been such an important element seems to me in our whole Presbyterian pattern.
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    But, I saw. I think.
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    The presence of the moderator helps people to feel that. Not
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    just  to understand it, but to feel that. And if. And, as I saw that
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    quite often during the end people said it to me because many people can say I'm Presbyterian
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    Yeah.
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    But when the moderator comes to you.
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    That's right. That's right. That's. I'm part of this. I'm part of this larger larger
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    church. And so I saw that so often that year. But,
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    of course all of us know that that connectionalism is pulling
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    apart. It's Then I come in before people people join a
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    church because of the congregation not because of the denomination and it's the congregation
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    now that is our focus of giving and a mission and that's good. People say.
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    If it's not local it's not really you and the congregation of course its mission has
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    to be in this day and time of course it's true. But to affirm that at the cost
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    of that larger. Sense of belonging this to
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    such an extent that. What happens to the teacher to what happens to those folks in that
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    little church in South Dakota who if they don't feel that they're part of something big if that
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    begins to where we've lost something I think I think extremely important. So much so that
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    so often and I think the present till the moderator help us sort of trigger that. All around the
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    church. And. That's one of the. One of the endangered species now. And.
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    In our churches today those are the two things that those people that I want to speak to and. I felt
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    so strongly that that year and I don't think I've learned anything
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    if that's what your question is. I knew that ours was a connection in church and then of the
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    reform tradition I've been teaching in all these years. But I.
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    Have found your travels abroad. Where did you go? And that might have been
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    something different for you or maybe both.
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    Definitely. I didn't get to travel abroad. They kept saying the budget was very limited and they
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    didn't do. They let me have one trip. They wouldn't even let me go to the Church of Scotland that year. I was
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    invited to address the General Assembly. No they wouldn't. They wouldn't let me do that. But I was
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    sent to the Presbyterian church of Southern Africa. I've never been to the continent of Africa
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    before. And, this was a learning for me.
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    I often interpret the Reformed tradition. And, of course,
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    one of the places I visited was a federated theological seminary. I can't remember.
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    It's not just near Durban. It's a Methodist and Presbyterian
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    and maybe Lutheran. I can't. I forget. it's an independent seminary. Bu
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    t most of the students were in and out of the reform tradition.
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    And I talked about the Reformed tradition, but of course, the Reformed tradition was
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    the Afrikaners. This was but this was when apartheid was still. See, Calvinism for them meant,
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    that meant apartheid. And I learned the coldness with
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    which I was saying we share this, that we share this, tradition you and  I are cousins in the
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    faith. They wanted none of that. And I had out. I knew
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    intellectually but again I felt it very deeply what some of my Reformed
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    forebears and my cousins have done to unjust the world. And in the
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    church the injustice that we have wrought.
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    But I saw that so so so clearly. It must have hurt. The pain to
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    come there with the Reformed tradition, which is so
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    illuminating in the wolrd,
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    Is something you cherish and something we cherish. And, to find it mis-appropriated. Which
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    is and, and which calls us to work for justice in the world and to find it being
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    used to defend injustice, as we have done it in our in the American
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    church. Then I went on to Budapest, Hungary, and spoke as they were dedicating a new
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    building at the Reformed seminary there. And, I
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    That was interesting to. I'd speak speak a sentence and then they translate it
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    sounded like two paragraphs. I didn't know what those people were hearing. I talked about the American
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    church But, to find the strength of the
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    Reformed Church. At that time it was still communist country. It was
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    1987. They were suffering for the Reformed. Yeah. But these two very
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    strong seminaries. And. To find these people strongly affirming
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    the Reformed faith. And, I could share with them and they have that
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    what I found of course they had more freedom to express their faith in Hungary than they had in
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    South Africa. That was and that was a learning that believed in me. And then the other
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    thing that again relates to this was an experience.  I went on to Geneva. Of course, since I was on the continent of
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    Europe and when.
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    Bob Lodwick [Lodwick, Robert C.] was our man. Is he still there still? and I he was our
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    sort of our sponsor. I don't think he is there any longer. Yeah. But he was focused in Geneva.
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    He was my host there. He had been my host in Hungary too. Bob took me to the cathedral, St.
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    Peter's. Calvin's cathedral. And, at that time they were replacing,
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    replacing the pillars that supported the great
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    foundational pillars down go down that hill there and replacing them with steel,
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    some steel beams and. Rock that was chipping off from the medieval
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    cathedral, I guess. The enterprising Genevans had made into
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    souvenirs. Bob gave me a souvenir from Calvin's cathedral. I had this rock
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    and that same that same day. That's the that was no the day before that I'd spent
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    the World Council of Churches, praying with them, had lunch with them, and we did some
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    Bible study together, had also visited the World Alliance. It's right there in the same building.
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    But the juxtaposition of of being there at Calvin's cathedral and feeling like
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    I'm touching home base. Here's, here is where my roots are. This is
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    home for me. Here's here's how I came to where I came to be who I am
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    as a Presbyterian. But, at the same time in the context of the world
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    church the day before. The juxtaposition of those two was powerful. And it's that
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    same notion that I felt there in Michigan.
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    We've got something good. This rock symbolizes to me from Calvin's cathedral. And,
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    we've got these distinctive gifts. And, we need not be ashamed of them, but we see it in the context of the
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    larger of the larger church of many cultures and many many traditions. And so
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    there was a continuity in my experiences that year, as I reflect on it. It's
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    very interesting.
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    Do you have a sense of being called to be the
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    moderator at a certain time? Were you called? Is it
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    a kairos moment?
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    I think God works in that way probably. I didn't know at the time. Something. but I'm
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    clearly a teacher and when people have characterized
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    what different moderators have done from year to year, they said mine was. I was teaching the Reformed faith. And,
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    it may have been that was a time when that was particularly needed. As far as I say I found a hunger for it at
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    that time. But that hunger is not abated, it's still there. But, that may have been a
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    time for a teacher who's a
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    social activist, of course. But primarily, my task is to try to help
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    people to understand and to challenge them to make up their own minds.
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    And, that's that's my instinct as a teacher. As you think about the
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    church and what was going on in the church. It was Biloxi.
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    And they were choosing the site of the headquarters of the
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    denomination. And as you think about other issues
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    in Biloxi, did you have to interpret those issues
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    throughout your year?
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    Well, let me back up. One of the painful things for me about Biloxi was
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    the reason they had it there was to affirm the maybe 50 percent of the
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    Presbyterian denomination who had remained loyal. In Mississippi. And Mississippi
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    after article 13. There were no. Well the already back.
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    Before the reunion. Of the course of the PCA [Presbyterian Church in America] was formed, and 50 percent of Mississippi
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    congregations left the Southern church when we began ordaining women. And, it is out of that about that
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    time, for many issues, that the Presbyterian Church in America was formed. It was painful to
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    me to get. There were no P.C.U.S.A. churches in Biloxi. We. The
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    volunteers, the local committee, were people from all over Mississippi came there to run. That
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    was painful for me as a Southern Presbyterian because I knew I knew what that meant. And that,
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    it was the absence there that we we agonized.
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    Yes. It was. One of my first trips.
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    In the in this after the summer was over when I started to, the regular full time traveling
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    in September was to Missouri. And, I was in Kansas City
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    Presbytery. And there was hostility. I met with real hostility ther, as though
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    I had I'd been the one to, you know, to allow, allowed this to
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    happen, as if the moderator can prevent things from happening. So I had to try
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    to interpret that as a regretful that.
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    They were regretful.
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    No I think they were just angry that churches had pulled out? No, no,
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    Kansas City after the cat after the Louisville decision. That's what this was. Oh,  excuse me. That is what it was. I
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    just it shifted issues. Kansas City was the recommendation. That was the committee's recommendation. And, Louisville came
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    in with their own request for this. And, it
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    was Louisville that won out for many different reasons. But by the time I got to Kansas City
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    I was sort of the focus because you happened to be the moderator. Because I happened to be the moderator.
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    That's right. That's your fault so. That's right. Well we'll that night
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    1:30 the next morning actually after that vote, the mayor of Kansas City called me long distance to
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    ask what had happened and how come I let this happen. And I tried to explain
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    Presbyterian policy at 1:30 in the morning that the moderator has no power the moderator only
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    keeps the discussion going. That was something else! And, he said that he and
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    the governor were going to fly down the next day and wanted us to reconsider. And, we didn't have time to. and I had
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    talked with him about this. So yes I did some interpretation of that because it was a surprise
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    to everybody. As a matter of fact,
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    the, the committee didn't really do a lot. The committee that had proposed it didn't do a lot of
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    presentation because they, the recommendation was overwhelming. So it really was
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    a surprise, the Louisville. And who knows how God works.
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    Right. But I got the brunt of some of the hostility from that particular city. In
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    Kansas City. It was it was it was and that was hard for me. I mean we really like
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    to be liked and approved of. That would really be difficult. And that was my
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    first just about my first major trip. Wow. The first
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    thing to do. Yeah. Well I knew you know you know you're
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    a. The rule is to whom much is given of them will require a new things. I knew
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    this. And, how about some of the other places out around the country? Did they
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    raise issues with you about the church? Anything coming out of the General Assembly?
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    and those times? The major things came
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    out of that General Assembly was that they
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    said to the Moderator establish. You know, we'd argued about abortion. We'd argued about
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    homosexuality. And they. So the General Assembly said. Let's
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    back off from this, take a sabbatical. Let's let's have the moderator appoint a
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    blue ribbon committee to study sexuality in general and say here's the
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    context within which we'll make any of these decisions, abortion or whatever. And
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    so, getting the best advice I could, I appointed experts in different
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    fields. I did not ask ideological questions at all. That wasn't the point of it. The point was to get
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    new testament experts and old testament and psychology. So I did. You
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    know best I could appoint an excellent committee [Special Task Force to Study Human Sexuality]. But that was.
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    Of course understood to be stacked in favor of certain points of view.
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    A teacher doesn't do that. A teacher wants all points of view to be represented. But that
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    interpretive task became more difficult through the years, of course, that was not that did not
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    end at that moderatorial year.
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    Right. Because the controversy wouldn't
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    have been there yet in this form. Not until the report.
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    Right. Rumors of the report began to come out. And, that was four, five years later. It followed
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    me because I had made the first appointments then the next, Ken Hall [Hall, C. Kenneth]  made the next appointment.
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    And. But but but the criticism followed me because because of the
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    reading of the personnel of the committee. And I simply tried to appoint a good, a bunch of experts
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    to do a good job. But that's the way. You know. You recognize that.
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    And. But that continued interpretation that followed me to well after , well after my
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    moderatorial year. Become a way of life? Yeah. Yea, it did. And
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    then.
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    Ken Hall added members to the committee. Yes, because a criticism arose early
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    that this was a stacked committee and there weren't enough conservatives. So they asked. The next General
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    Assembly then asked Ken as their that moderator to appoint some more members to it.
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    Two people had resigned from the committee by that time. So they enlarged the
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    size of the committee. Asked him to appoint maybe five more people or something. So he did. And, he tried
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    again to do what I had done to give, to find experts who would, who would do a good job.
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    How
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    about some of the events leading up to your offering yourself as a moderatorial
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    candidate.
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    How did you feel moved to? It never occurred to me. The president of my
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    school had traveled a lot. And, he'd been in General Assemblies and
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    all. and And, he called me in the spring before. It must have been
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    1996 spring of 96. To say it, to
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    propose this to me. He said you've been for years you've been teaching around the church. And the way he put it was, he said you've
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    been building a constituency.
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    I said you know I guess I've been teaching the Bible. I haven't been building
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    a constituency but doing my work.
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    But he said but that's been happening. And so he said I think the time has come and these and many
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    people have said to me when is Izzie going to be a candidate for moderator? And so he urged me to
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    consider it. Well I said you got rocks in your head. that he was young, he was the president. I had taught him
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    when he was a student there. So I could tell. So I really thought it was pretty
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    absurd, but said, of course I'll have to consider this seriously. And I think
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    that really got more and more agonizing because, Carol, I'd never been to a full General Assembly.
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    I had been to the old Southern Assembly a couple of times to participate in reports from
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    committees but I'd never seen it in action. Never seen the election of a
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    moderator or anything. So. I agonized over that and finally decided. Well,
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    I'll do. I'll be a candidate and I don't think there's much chance,
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    but if I should be elected, well God empowers us. I mean I
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    have that faith. And so the presbytery [Presbytery of the James] was very eager and they, of course,
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    supported me. And, the school [Presbyterian School of Christian Education] said Well.
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    We better send you to the Minneapolis Assembly so you can see some of what it looks like. So the
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    school sent me out there for about three or four days. And, that's all the experience of an assembly I'd seen.
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    Now I had been moderator of a presbytery. Old hat of a presbytery.and of course I'd done parliamentary
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    procedure and that was frankly that was a harder job for me than being moderator
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    moderating the actual meeting of the Assembly. That was hard because that was my first try
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    but. So I went out there and watched it and found it to be very exciting. And
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    then was not really there. I was there for most of the committee times, but then I had to get on back to
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    work. So you didn't see much of the plenary? I didn't see the plenary session. That was that was what would have been crucial.
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    But I was willing. And after that that that was a
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    time before they had electronic voting. And, so they had these endless ballots that had to be
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    counted and they had us sequestered. They didn't let us see the numbers. They just let us
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    see. Well, maybe they'll let us see the numbers. But they had four ballots in
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    which every case another candidate was two votes ahead of me.
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    So by the time we got to the fifth ballot, I thought I'm safe. I don't have to
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    do this. I can just sit back, you know, and go back to my work which I'm very happy doing.
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    And I don't have to wear skirts for a whole year. That's what I was thinking about.
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    And then it was almost as though lightning struck me. And, they came in after the fifth ballot. And the things had shifted and I
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    won by two votes.
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    So I thought. Well,  get on the old skirt. Start being respectable for a year.
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    But obviously I don't think anybody seeks it. I can't imagine that you would that you
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    would think of yourself as moderator material but, when somebody else does then you have to.
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    You have to consider. And, he had great trust in me and support prescript very supportive.
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    And that's how it happened. And so. Calvinist as I am,I assumed God has called me to
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    this. But, I judged from the event that God wanted me to do this
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    and would empower me and God did indeed. And. Oh, it was glorious, a glorious
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    year, the greatest year of my life. I don't like. I like familiar
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    routines. I like being around familiar people, but traveling all that
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    time and being with strange people three and four times everyday. I loved it. It was is just
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    magnificent because I saw these things. I saw the strength of the church. I saw the
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    continuity with the past. I saw the hope for the future.  I saw all of that,
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    and I was heartened about and was proud to be
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    a Presbyterian. One of the things that astonishes. I've told some people about,
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    that I spoke to my connectionism I was a spoke.
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    Act a. Addressed actually addressed 65 presbytery meetings. Now I was in a
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    lot more presbyteries than that. But I addressed 65 presbytery meetings.
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    I loved it. It was fascinating. I found moderators
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    to be very able by and large. There were some duds, but by and large very able. They had that
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    sense of humor. There was affection. Teasing back and forth between
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    moderators and the people out there and clerks. The people who were there were knowledgeable. T
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    hey had done their homework. Most often that was civil.
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    It was decent and orderly and it was. That was just a great experience for me.
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    See I grew up in the old Southern church [Presbyterian Church in the United States] where women weren't even elders. Not until.
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    I was. 24 from 1972. I was ordained in
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    1972. I was 40 some years old before I
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    had ever had the chance to be in on the governing of the church. And so I saw I haven't see the whole
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    panorama that year. It was just it was glorious. That was. That was. That was one of the things
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    I learned was that able leadership that we have. It bumbles,
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    sure it does.
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    But I was I was heartened by what I saw. The conscientiousness and civility of most of the
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    leadership and of the participation in Presbyterian meetings.
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    So, that was a learning. That is a learning. Right.
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    How about the meeting itself. What was said to me. Yeah you say
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    it was easier to moderate that than to moderate the presbytery. But what was the
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    spirit of the meeting that year?
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    Oh we had a good time. We laughed a lot so much that that we were
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    pushed to get the agenda finished. When the governor threatened to come from Missiouri.
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    But there was a. We developed. People have said that we developed a bond.
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    That I developed a bond with the people out there. And, we had, we had an affectionate humor.
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    And so I had a good time. I really really enjoyed it. I remember there. I was in Biloxi. Oh, you were there?
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    OK.
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    And there were issues about the funding for the church and
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    questions about finance and how the church made
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    decisions about funding. Am
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    I
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    remembering correctly? One of the interesting things to me is that a moderator misses a lot of the content
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    because you're so concerned with the process.
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    Right. To call on both sides of the room.
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    Exactly. Go from one microphone to another that you can't follow the continuity of the
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    discussion.

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