Alan T. Forbes oral history, 2010, side 1.

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    [TF} OK. Getting started here. It is Wednesday,
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    June 17, 2010. We are in Boca Raton, Florida.
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    I am Tyler Flynn. I'm the grandson of Alan and Jane Forbes. I'm
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    currently a history professor, assistant professor at Eastern
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    University in St David's, Pennsylvania. I graduated from Penn State
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    with a Ph D., studied under Joe Carpenter, who is an outside reader, Phil Jenkins, Sandford Schwartz
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    in the English department, Gary Cross in the history department, and
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    Un-cho Ng in the history department at Penn State.
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    So we're here, and we're sitting in the kitchen.
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    But we understand that some day--this could be a long time from now--and someone could be listening to this.
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    So we understand the opportunity here. So,
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    these are interviews to get at the history of the Buffalo Christian Center
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    and to afford the rare opportunity to actually--for
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    historians, to interview people that we study, which almost never happens for those of us in the history business.
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    So what I thought we could begin with was
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    interviews, an interview about your biographical information.
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    And what will be helpful is just to go through and to have
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    you two here together allows us a chance to
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    cross-reference. How it can be that there's different versions which is bound to happen. You know memory is very malleable.
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    So that there are so much interrupting as need be to just help to kind of sort
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    out things. And if you can imagine, It's always helpful to
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    have as much in the way of, you know, chronology and events. So what
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    I'd like to start with in this first section here is just to work through.
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    I figure that ladies could go first, Grandma could go first. You know, your
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    life story and I will ask specific questions as we go through. And then up
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    until the point when you met and then we can break. So we'll go separately and take
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    a short break and then see where we are at that point. And I figure what I can do as well is
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    to adapt the questions when we have these what we can maybe
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    go to like I don't know maybe twenty, thirty minutes. However long this takes. And then, take a break and
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    then I can kind of think through the next meeting questions. So we have a lot to cover. So it's a marathon. We will
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    take it one little bite at the time, one mile at a time.
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    OK! Well, Jane Forbes, would you
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    tell us...I guess what we can begin with
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    is If you would just give us your name and the
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    date and the place of your birth. You want to start with that? [JF] My name is
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    Letha Jane Forbes. Woods Forbes   Thank
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    you. [TF] Your first name is Letha? [JF] I'm Letha Jane. [TF] Oh, I didn't know? I thought my mother was that. [JF] I know.
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    She's named right after me. [TF] OK. So you
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    were originally Letha Jane Woods? [JF] Yes. I was originally Letha Jane Woods.
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    My parents disagreed on what to call me. So my father called me Jane, and
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    my mother called me Letha. And, so they finally agreed it would have to be
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    Jane. So, I was Jane Woods. And I was born in 1922.
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    [TF] Did you go by L. Jane? When the full name was always L. Jane.
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    But everybody used Jane growing up. [JF] I
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    was born in a little town of about five hundred people, Rushford, New York,
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    about thirty- five miles from Buffalo. No, seventy miles from
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    Buffalo. I am thinking of Olean. Thirty miles from Olean, New York and then. [TF] Rushford is south
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    of Buffalo? in the direction of Olean? [JF] Southeast.
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    My mother
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    was a schoolteacher and my father was an interior decorator. And they
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    were, they had gone together since they were fourteen,
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    and they were married when they were twenty-four because they had
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    saved enough money to get married. And then. And my mother taught all
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    the grades in a little red schoolhouse, which she has taken all of my
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    grandchildren, my children to see. [TF] OK. Where ... What was your mother's
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    was your mother's maiden name? [JF] Tarbell. T A R B E L L.
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    [TF] What's her name? What was her full name? [JF] Bernice Etta.
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    Some people say Bernice. They called her
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    Bernice Etta. E T T A. Her middle name was ETTA? [JF] Yes. [TF] And
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    her last name? [JF] Tarbell. T A R B E L L. [TF] OK.
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    What was? Where was she? Can you tell me a little bit of a brief biography of her?
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    Where she's from? [JF] She was from that same area of
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    Fillmore, and what were some of the other towns down there? around Rushford.
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    but she did not live in Rushford ever, just other little towns in that area
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    which, ... Buffalo was seventy miles from there. And then the
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    town of Olean was thirty-five miles from Rushford.
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    My mother's mother died when she was two years old and so
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    my mother never knew her mother. And her father
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    was so heartbroken that he did not give her much attention.
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    So she had a very sad life. And that I won't
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    go into the things that she suffered with men knowing she was alone
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    in that house until she was in her sixteen and graduated.
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    And that she was very bright, as was her brother, Leslie Tarbell,
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    who was in New York in the stock exchange. [TF] So
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    she had one brother? [JF] One brother. [TF] What was his name? [JF] Leslie Tarbell.
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    I don't know the middle name. [TF] OK.
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    And they lived near Rushford? They lived in Rushford? [JF] No, they didn't live in Rushford not until my
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    parents were married but she was in that area. Canandaigua.
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    Not Canancaigua, but there are just a lot of little towns around there. And so
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    she had a very sad young life. She did have an aunt
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    who took care of her in the summers. In the winters she was left alone
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    to live with her brother in that house. And so her nerves were very bad and
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    anyway, she became a teacher. She went to Buffalo and studied. [TF] What. Do you know
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    when she was born? [AF] In March? [JF] September.
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    September 1898.
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    That's right. [TF] So, her education. Do you know anything about it? [AF] She went to
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    normal school, but I don't know the name of the normal school. [JF] It was in Buffalo, New York.
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    And she went to school. [TF] She was largely raised by her
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    aunt? Yes, but only in the summers. She was left alone all winters.
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    Actually, she...I realized she was very bright although she did
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    not say this to me. But in the summers she went to live with her
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    aunt. But in the winters, she was left alone with her brother who, when
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    he became sixteen, left. And she would be with alone all winter in that house
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    with men threatening and pounding on the door. Her nerves were so bad that
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    when she'd take her exams in the summer to, for school,
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    in June, they would just pass her because she would break into
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    tears. But she was very bright. And she went to what was called the normal school
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    and for teachers. [TF] How did she pay for that?
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    It sounds like basically, her family wasn't very supportive for her. [AF] Tuition was very
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    negligible. [JF] But I don't know how she paid for it. No. Her father might even have given
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    her the money for that. Or her brother, who became very. Well, he was in the war. He was actually
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    in Lindbergh's Club. [AF] When she began teaching though, Jane, she lived with the
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    parents. [JF] At nineteen, she went to teach in a small town.
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    And I don't know which town it was. And she would, you always lived
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    with a family of the town because there was no place to rent.
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    [TF] Unless married. A young woman. When she...you're saying that ... [JF] when she went as a teacher she lived with a home, in the home of
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    one of the people of the
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    town. [TF] Unless the teacher was married. [JF] Well, yes. No, that's what the teacher
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    always did, of course. They usually weren't married. They didn't get married that young.  [TF] OK. [JF] And
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    so she went there and lived with this family who were Christian people.
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    And they led her to accept Jesus Christ as their Savior. [TF] OK so, when she grew up
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    she did not attend church? [JF] Her aunt, when she was with her aunt in the summer, she
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    attended church. [TF] And she stayed in her hometown with her aunt? Or she went to the aunt? [JF] She
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    went to. In a town called Centerville. A very small town. [TF] Any
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    idea what the denomination was? [JF] Methodist, I think. That was what was most prominent. [TF] Do
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    you know anything about her
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    interests and hobbies? Things that interested her? [JF] People didn't have hobbies in those days. [AF] We
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    later found out that she could play piano. [JF] Never knew that.
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    But I do know she was lots of fun, and she had lots of
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    boyfriends. I have seen pictures of her. But in her twenties.
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    And she went...she knew my father since she was fourteen. And she loved his
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    mother. And I have seen pictures of her with her with lots of young people.
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    So she was fun. She, at age two when her mother
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    was dying, she fell on a hot stove and burned the side of her face, nobody
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    there to pick her up and in spite of that burn, she was very popular. [TF] It was visible during
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    her adult life? [JF] Always. But by...
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    when she got older, you used make-up and nobody would realize she had it. [AF] It wasn't before,
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    maybe, although it was present. {TF] What
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    was the occupation of her family members in her community? Was it mostly farming?
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    Was there? [JF] No, I don't think... [TF] Was it professional? [JF]  I don't know what her father
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    did. and I don't know if she did either, but he had money. And, my uncle was
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    very successful in the...in New York in the stock market.[TF]
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    Okay. In the stock market. [JF] So both my mother... [AF] ...A broker.  [JF] Both my
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    mother and my uncle were very bright. So she
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    never knew her mother but she knew her mother's sister, who was a lovely person who I knew
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    also. [TF] Any... Her mother's sister was married? [JF] Yes. [TF] And,
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    any idea what their occupation... [JF] Yes, they owned a country store. A country store. [TF] OK, It
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    seems like we're talking middle class then. We're really
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    not talking farmers. We're talking... [JF] Oh no they weren't farmers at all. Her family. [TF] So her
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    religious...she had a conversion experience. [JF] When she was
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    nineteen and went to... She had apparently finished school, and she was living
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    with a family, which is what you did in those days, the teachers were hired in the town
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    and the family took them to live with them. [TF] OK. Can we do
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    a similar description of your father? When and where he was born? [JF] He was
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    born in Rushford, New York. He had a mother who knew the Lord.
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    I do not... I know my grandmother. She died when I was twelve. But she had made a
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    strong impression on me. [TF] What was his name, his full name?
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    [AF] Walter Henry. [JF] Walter Henry Woods. She was
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    Bernice, they called her Bernice but most people say Bernice Tarbell.  [TF] And she..do you think she was of an English
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    ethnically? Do you have any grasp, idea where? [AF] I
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    think that they were second generation Americans at least. [JA] Yeah. And she.. [AF] At
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    least second, and maybe third generation Americans. [JF] Right. My
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    dad had German, my mother had English and Dutch. And I
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    think she had a little Dutch, too. [AF] But that was way back.
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    We don't know about that, we don't know about their ancestry. [TF] OK. All
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    right, and your father...he was born the same year? Or? [JF] Yes. [JF] They
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    were the same age.  JF]They were the same age. Were they? [TF] 1898?
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    And he grew up. Do you know about his family and his parents? [JF] He
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    grew up and his father, in
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    this small town was the highway, in charge of the highways in the
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    town. And outside of the town. So he was not a typical farmer but he had
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    one cow. And so they had their own milk. [AF] And we have to remember that the roads were
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    were all dirt roads. And so they had a highwayman who was in charge of scraping the roads.
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    and keeping them drivable. You know.
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    And, that was the job he had. He was a highway superintendent. [TF] His
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    father was a highway superintendent. [AF] That's right. [JF] My father was an interior
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    decorator, that is he was painting and papering. [AF] He also did exterior work also. [TF] OK
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    so if we could begin with your father's family, or
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    at least the home he grew up in. What were his parents' names? [JF] Minnie
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    and Neuman N E U M A N.
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    Woods. That shows you the German background.
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    The fact that Neuman is a German root. [TF] And
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    about the family he grew up in? OK, we have their occupation. Were they
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    religious churchgoers at all? [JF] My grandmother was. She with the church organist and I
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    have only heard in the last few years that she had a beautiful singing voice. I
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    never knew it, which my dad inherited. [AF] Which you inherited. [TF] Your father
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    was a singer. Did not know this. Were
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    they... [AF] Strictly they were amateur singers, just church singers. [TF] Were they religious? I'm sorry.
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    They were religious. What denomination do you know ? [JA] Methodist. My grandmother
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    played the organ in the Methodist church, and my grandfather pumped the organ in the back.
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    Not many churches had organs then, but this was a pump organ with a [AF] bellows... [JF] No, pipes! Pipes! Their
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    education.. Do you know, did they have a high school education or interest or...? [JF] My dad
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    threw his books out of the window when he was a sophomore and said, "I've had enough school." And then he married
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    my mother who became a teacher, and had all the schooling
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    that was available at that time. But he went with her for ten
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    years. [TF] From age fourteen to twenty-four OK.
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    Did your father have siblings? [JF] Yes. One who died when my father
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    was four and the sibling was ten. He drowned in the creek.
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    And my dad was with him, which made it terrible impression. I mean a very
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    strong impression on my father, who never wanted me to go swimming or anything. But I did, and
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    mother said,  "She has to learn to swim," which I did.
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    Which my family has laughed at as I swam on my side all my life
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    because I have a very serious sinous condition. [TF] So.
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    Can you tell me then...that gives me a little background about your parents.
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    Can you tell me then, you were...we...we know you were born
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    in 1922. And we know, you were born in Rushford. [AF] July
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    12, 1922. [TF] OK. Can you tell us about the home you
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    grew up in? And your upbringing? What we're trying to get at
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    is where did Buffalo Christian Center come from and what does it mean from a number of different angles, so?
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    As much as you can tell us about you... You were the older of two
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    children. My sister was twelve years younger
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    and that when she was nineteen, she had schizophrenia.
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    [TF] So you were born within the first year of your parents'? [JF] No. [TF] Marriage? [JF] No. No.
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    I wasn't. I was born in twenty, nineteen twenty-four
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    Weren't we've gone in 1924? [AF] Twenty-two.  [TF} You were born in twenty-two. And
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    I'm just doing the math. That they were 24 when they were married. [JF] My parents
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    had been married several years. And I could, I would have to take time to figure it out.
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    But I could figure it out. They went together ten years; they had to be twenty-four when
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    they got married. So they knew each other... [AF] So, that would mean that they married
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    pretty close, that you were born very close to their early marriage. If they
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    were born in eighty-eight and.. ninety-eight...and twenty-four
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    years later makes it twenty-two. So you were born pretty fairly soon after their marriage. [JF] Two
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    years. Twenty-four. [AF] You were born in twenty-two, sweetheart. I thought you were saying I was born twenty-four. [TF] OK.
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    Can you describe the world you
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    grew up in? You had a sister. You were twelve years old when your sister was born. So you grew up with
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    your parents alone, right? Can you just describe the atmosphere of the town,
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    the home you had? Your interests, your education, what, what influences
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    you felt that you had and then also what things that you cultivated that were your interests? [JF] OK.
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    We only lived in that little town for two years, and my parents,
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    and my father wasn't getting enough work. So they moved; of course that was a very bad time anyway
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    for everybody. And they been moved to Hornel, New York, in twenty-four.
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    And he found work there for two years. And then that was it. [TF] Working, painting,
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    [JF] and home decorating and so forth. And then he moved, but then
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    they moved to Olean, New York. [TF] Which is nearby? The same region. [AF] Olean,
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    New York is a town--at that time, it was around fifteen to twenty thousand people. [TF] That's
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    a large town. [JF] But then they were about thirty thousand when I really ... [AF] You are enlarging
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    the town. It was a growing...it was a
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    town that was near the Saint Bonaventure University. Saint Bonaventure is
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    in Allegheny which was about three miles from Olean.
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    [TF] And you grew up. Your mom was a teacher? [JF] My mom was a teacher even while I was growing
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    up. I actually had mornings when I would leave and walk quite a long
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    ways to school and get there and find my mother was my teacher. They would call her... [AF] My suggestion is a
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    substitute teacher, [JF] a substitute teacher after I was born. [TF] OK now,
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    were your parents? Did they bring you to church? And, what was your religious background? [JF] Oh yes. Yes. My
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    mother lived with a Christian family when she was nineteen
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    as a teacher.  They led her to the Lord. Just asked me that question.  That's
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    okay, that's fine. [TF] That
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    took hold for her. That was an important.
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    So she. So she would be what would you describe as a believer, right? [JF] Absolutely. At
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    nineteen it took. However, she had known my father since she was fourteen, and he had a
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    mother who was a strong Christian, but my grandfather was not. My grandfather drank a lot.
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    And... But really my father's mother had a strong impression
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    on her since she was fourteen. Somehow she knew ... [TF] They adopted her to some extent?
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    [JF] Well, yeah, but they didn't marry and for ten years.
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    But my grandmother was saved, but my grandfather was not. My grandfather was saved when
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    I was four years old. [TF] So he was a churchgoer but it never really... [JF] He wasn't even a churchgoer.
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    My grandmother was from... Oh. [TF] Your grandfather. OK,
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    I'm sorry. [AF] Paternal grandfather she's talking about. OK. OK. You know. I believe [TF] there's a lot of
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    sorting out with anything like this, you know. [JF] Oh yeah.  But I'm sure my
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    grandmother had a lot of effect on my mother because my mother would
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    going with my dad from fourteen. But not seriously, of course.  She was not serious until she was in her twenties. [AF] I
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    believe we were at the point where she was at Olean now.
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    Now she's at Olean and they went, her parents went to the Evangelical United Brethren church
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    and attended that regularly and were active in it, both of her parents. [TF] So
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    you grew up in a Christian home. [JF] I did. Yes. [TF] And
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    what kinds of things did -- what kind of religious activities? I can imagine a lot of curiosity.
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    You know, where does the Center come from? Did you participate and did your parents particiate in it? [JF] Yeah, I
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    was, my mother became a Sunday school teacher, of course, because she
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    was a teacher, so it was very natural. And...  [TF] Did they call it Sabbath School? [JF] No, no.  [TF] Like a Sabbath Association? [JF] No, no. [TF] My research in Pittsburgh,
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    everything, definitely through the 1920s was Sabbath School, they
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    called it. [JF] No.
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    I was the only young person in that church that went to Wednesday night prayer meeting with
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    my mother. And the German people who had quite an accent could not get
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    over that Jane would come with her mother...to prayer meeting. And.. [TF] Do you remember why you
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    wanted to go? [JF] Oh yes, I wanted to hear the Word and I wanted to pray. I used to pray
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    with all those people. And then
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    I was musical. I took... My dad
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    painted the house of a music teacher. And I
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    took piano lessons from her. So
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    I learned to play. And then I would... [AF] You are suggesting, Jane, that your father painted the house and he exchanged that painting work for her to have lessons. [JF] Right, because they did not have... [AF] It was a barter situation.
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    [JF] This
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    was during the Depression when everybody was walking the streets
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    and looking for a job. So that's how I got my music. The music teacher was
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    actually a pianist for a dance group, so you can see how much I learned.  But I learned to
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    read the music. [TF] What did you like about music so much? [JF] Well, my dad and my
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    grandmother were very musical. My mother wasn't musical but
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    I heard my dad singing from the time I was born. And my grandmother
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    was the organist of the church. [AF] Did you have a piano in your house?  [JF] No, they had
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    to buy one. [AF] Yep! [JF] and we did, they bought it when I... [AF] Growing
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    up you had a piano in the house? ... [JF] A player piano. [TF] A player
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    piano, it's.... [JF] It plays automatically when you put rolls in...you pump, you pump the piano. [TF]
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    What musical inspiration, you heard... what did
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    your father sing?  Why, why...did you have favorite artists, did you
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    listen to...  [JF] No, listen.. Did you have to get sheet music ... was it all through church that you discovered your music? [JF] We didn't have radio..  [TF] You didn't have a radio?  [JF] No, and maybe w
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    hen I was growing up later. But I only heard ..  [AF] You're talking about radio not coming in until '28 or... [TF] Well, by
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    the depression seems that
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    everybody had a radio. [AF] Right. [JF] Well, no, I only heard the organist
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    play in our church, but that was a very nice, very nice pipe organ in our church. And when I was 14, a friend of our family's had a daughter that was getting married, The
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    daughter was a little older and mature
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    and she said..her name was Alice Hibberd, she said, "Jane. I want you to play for my wedding."
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    I said, "I can't play. For your wedding?" "Yes, you can.  You can play that organ."
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    I played for her wedding and didn't make any mistakes when I was fourteen. So
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    people were pressing me to do things. And uh...when
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    I first learned it..."  [TF] So, you just remember liking music but having limited exposure
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    to...  There's a lot of music taking place in American culture at the
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    time. But most of your inspiration was just the music itself...  [JF] Right, and my grandmother... [TF] and
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    wherever you can remember hearing it.  But it's mostly a church setting that
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    you...   [JF] Oh yes. The church that we
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    attended was small, but my mother got right into
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    work in the church. And she invited a very well-known evangelist who
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    she had heard on the radio. [TF] Do you remember who that was? [AF] Lehman, Louis Paul Lehman. [JF] Louie Paul Lehman is exactly right. And he was on the
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    radio and she had heard him. So she said to the pastor, "I want to promote this." My mother
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    was quiet; she was not a pusher. Nobody in the church would say, "
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    Well, Bernice Woods goes to this church." However, she was behind the scenes always
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    wanting to bring people in who could
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    help us in this church. So I
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    didn't realize at the time, I was just her daughter, and I went along with... [AF] Her mother had a great spirit of hospitality, is what you're saying, and she wanted to care for any visitors that came to the church. [JF] My mother always kept the evangelist that was visiting the church even though she was the new Christian. She always had that...although she didn't come up in a home that had any hospitality, except her dear aunt who took her in. But she always said...they called her Bernice instead of Bernice, well, Bernice Woods will take the evangelist.
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    So we had a big influence, of a very well-known evangelist staying in our home.
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    From the beginning. Since I was four years old.
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    I remember. [TF] Wow. [JF] So I had that influence. And my
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    grandfather who had not been saved was saved when I was four years
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    old and all of this is a result of my beautiful grandmother, my grandmother was
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    a beautiful lady. [TF] Your father's mother.  [JF] My father's mother. My father looked like her.
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    But anyway, so we had a particularly, I remember,
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    a well-known Canadian evangelist came and stayed with us. And his
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    wife was with us, stayed with us, and she said, "I want to take you
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    for ice cream, Jane."  And then in the winter. We had to walk twelve long blocks to
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    the ice cream store and when we got there, I at the age of
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    six, maybe, said to her, "You sit at the big table and here's my table." I would not sit at the table with the woman who took me for ice cream
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    because I was a little girl. And I wasn't supposed to sit at those big tables,
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    which nearly killed that woman
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    with laughter. She just, they could not get over it til we got back and she said to my mother, "Well,
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    we sat at different tables so we didn't talk much." [TF] That's funny! [JF] It was funny. [TF] What were the evangelists'
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    presentations like, or what did people
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    like about, I mean what was the content? [JF] Just like they are today. Just like they are today; excellent speakers, they were biblical, very biblical.  [TF] And they
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    were good rhetoricians, they could hold an audience?  [JF] Oh
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    yeah, well, he was on the radio, the one that I remember. Louis Paul Lehman was his name.
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    Can you imagine? I've got to remember that. He was on the radio and all.
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    And then this man that...his wife took me for ice cream...was Canada.  [AF} Wasn't Walsh, was it?  [JF}  you
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    knew that name at one point. He was well known Canadian speaker. [TF] About
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    how many evangelists came through in the course of the year?  [JF] Oh,
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    no more than one. [TF] It was a big deal as it built up. And it kind of... [AF] Annual
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    evangelistic series. [JF] Yeah I really like a lot of churches had. [AF] A lot of churches would set aside a
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    week in which they would seek to have special evangelism and hold
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    services every evening--and publicize them--publicize them. [TF] The whole week, Sunday through Sunday. [AF]
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    Sunday through Sunday and morning and evening on Sunday. And on
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    Saturday they often had a church dinner
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    in order to invite more people in. [TF] And being once
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    a year there could be a real build up to it. [AF] Absolutely! [JF] Because my
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    mother always hosted those but did not come up from a family
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    who ever had any company, if you can imagine.  Never had a mother, it's kind of amazing.
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    And she just took over, and the church knew she would always ...  But she was
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    never pushy. You wouldn't walk into the church and they'd say.. Oh, Bernice... They called her Bernice instead of Bernice, because somebody
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    in the family wanted to call her that .. Bernice will take the evangelist, as we know.  [TF] What
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    other interests or what else, whatever..
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    This is really helpful. It does, you can see almost a
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    direct line from this experience which I never knew anything about to the Buffalo Christian Center. But
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    can you talk more about other things in your life that just interested you, other contacts with the
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    outside world?  Are there other things that fascinated you, as like, there is something
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    great out there. [JF] Well, it as always music that I was
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    interested in and so I had that
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    piano experience with them. [AF] Did you participate in anything in your high school? [JF] I was going
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    to get there. I was far more interested in singing than playing.
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    And so my parents sent me to the best known vocal teacher
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    in the city. And I took from him
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    and I was sent by the Olean high school to a college
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    where you've spoken--very important-- [AF] Cornell--[JF] Cornell to
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    represent my school. [AF] The high school gathering of all the high schools of Western New York were gathered at Cornell to have [TF] ... in Ithaca, NY? [JF] and I was sent to represent my school. Got a terrible cold.  [AF] As a soloist? [JF] to sing in the choir under this great ... [AF] did your high school choir go? No, just you. [jf] Yeah! I was sent to represent my school.
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    There were a hundred fifty, two hundred kids sent.  And you were supposed to try
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    out if you wanted a solo. Well, that isn't important. I did but I had a terrible cold.
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    And the director said to me, Well if you didn't have this cold you would be the soloist. So
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    I was encouraged with that. And my parents actually paid more
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    for me to have voice lessons than they ever did to have piano lessons.  So
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    I had a lot more voice than that. Not important really ... [TF] Your sister wasn't musical?  [JF] Oh yes, she was, but I don't think as much as I was.
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    It was nineteen when she got that... No
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    she was following in my footsteps. She went to Philadelphia to live
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    and worked In some guys who'd grown up with Percy Crawford, and she went.  [AF] Remember, Jane was a teenager by the time that baby came.  I was twelve.  [AF] See she would have been 14 when that baby was two. [JF] Well, the point was I was sixteen when I graduated ([AF] She would have been six.) and I left home at that point.  {TF] Before we get to some of the chronology of school and how you two met, did you like Christianity? [JF] Oh yes,
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    Oh yeah. I immediately took to it. my mother would come In at the
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    wee hours of the morning and say, "Turn off your light and go to sleep." I was always reading my Bible. [TF] Why
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    did you like Christianity? Not everybody has to become a strong Christian. [JF] I,
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    I just loved Jesus Christ!   [AF] But when were you converted?
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    and how? [JF] I supposed I knew I was converted when I was 12 years old, but if an evangelist came and
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    gave an invitation I would go forward I wanted to be sure I was saved. [TF] Why? [JF] Because I wanted to be sure I was saved.
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    [AF] The Methodist approach to evangelism is to secure your salvation and the eternal security doctrine was not in Methodism, as you know. They could lose their salvation. [JF] I was not a Methodist. [AF] In order to assure their status they would often go forward to confirm a decision they made earlier. No? [JF] I was not in a
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    Methodist church and this pastor did not, this German pastor did not press us to go forward.
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    Maybe
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    I just remember one day when I was twelve  and  I made sure and I was finished going then after twelve. [AF] I'd
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    like to explain this church was really an evangelical church as a denomination, an evangelical denomination and was not a Methodist church.  Later on, that denomination
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    combined
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    with the United Brethren denomination so it became the Evangelical United Brethren Church. But most of the time while Jane was growing up that church was strictly evangelical. [JF] However,
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    let me say
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    that I had the influence of the Baptist church and the Christian and Missionary Alliance because
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    I would, I had friends in these two churches from
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    school and  I was always being asked to sing, and sing with
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    some of the girls in that Alliance church; there were two sisters I sang with and we had a trio. So this is when I was from twelve on, I was singing with them. And
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    then I went to the Baptist church often and got to watch and know that organist. And that's why I
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    took over the organ in our Evangelical church. [AF] For
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    the purposes of your research. you
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    can see that she was open to a non-denominational frame of mind.
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    She felt comfortable wherever the gospel message was preached. [JF] Yeah. [TF] When
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    you looked around so, when I
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    asked, You know why you wanted to become a Christian because your career is defined by conditioning
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    Christianity as the gift that God has given to humanity. Jesus is a gift.
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    So I'm curious. When you look, when you look around as
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    a child, as a young adult forming your own
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    identity and discovering what you believed in, when you looked around the world, when you looked around your town, you
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    looked at your family, you looked at American society or whatever it was, what made
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    you believe that Christianity was worth being so devoted to?    [JF] Just because
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    I saw what was in it.  I was in high school and the young people even at
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    that time, some of the guys were getting drunk, and there were things happening.
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    It was a big high school It was Olean High, it was a big beautiful new high school and I just refused...
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    the girls went to the dances and so forth but it kind of scared me the things I would hear went on... [TF] Do you mind sharing?  Like
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    just a lot of sexual activity or a smugness toward life or...    [JF] No, I didn't
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    know about...   [AF] May I suggest that it was the moral purity of Christianity that
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    appealed to her. [JF] Yeah. The moral purity of Christianity's doctrine is what appealed to her and she accepted it.
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    [JF] When I was twelve years old I had a girlfriend at school. And I led her to the Lord. And I remember
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    asking...walking out of church and asking her if she would like to accept the Lord. And
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    she said yes. This after .... and I remember walking alone there. And the interesting thing, when
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    my parents were alive, before they died, she
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    said, My mother asked me to come down and she said, We
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    have somebody here who wants to see you. And it was that
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    girl. She was still living in Olean and married. And she... my
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    mother was then friends with her, but she was my age. And I saw that girl, and that was
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    the first girl I ever led to the Lord, when I just twelve. [TF] One of the defining features
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    of the 1920s and 30s that historians talk about, one of the major changes, after World War II, WW I,
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    is the modern values
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    of personal fulfillment. And part of that is sexual liberation. The 1920s is defined by speakeasys and drinking. The
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    rate of women drinking was up
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    a lot in the twentys with prohibition. It became this thing. And we think of the 20s as
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    pretty wanton, a direct attack on all things Victorian, sort of
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    Christian culture. And it was. It was overtly and there's tremendous
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    evidence. And there was also an enormous dance craze that... One of the
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    big themes in the twentys and into the thirtys as well a period through World War two and one of the
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    major themes and we have plenty of pictures and plenty of research to indicate this was just this kind of
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    like liberation. You know, Freud's ideas had begun to kind of
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    Maybe Freud was expressing something that was a shift already taking place, the slow death of Victorianism
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    and the rise of the modern mindset of,  I'm going to do what makes me feel good. Does
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    that resonate at all with your, the appeal of moral purity,
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    that you're watching things, you know, people who live a certain kinds of way
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    and that you said that that's just... Is there a negative that, you just looked around world
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    and said I don't want to be like that. Was there an experience, an image, a moment..  [JF] My
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    grandfather being a drunkard. [TB] OK. [JF] Until I was
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    four years, but it was such a strong impression on me when my grandmother
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    walked into our house, and I was four, and she said, "Grandpa has accepted
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    the Lord!"  and my dad began to cry!  And
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    I just remember the reaction at four. I know because we moved
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    from that house. I just remember her walking in that front door and saying
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    that. And I knew there were a lot of the bad things that
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    happen when you got drunk. [TF] OK, that is very very helpful. Did
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    he, was he an alcoholic, do you think? [JF] Well he was able to stop. [TB] He stopped drinking, he did? OK. [JF] And
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    then was a wonderful grandfather. [AF] His conversion allowed him to "cold turkey".  [JF]
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    But I think probably my grandmother had a lot to do
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    with it all. But I never thought about it as much as I have now.
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    She was a beautiful lady. Everybody loved her and I have heard
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    more about her being able to sing from my girl
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    friend Betty Ann, who was my closest girlfriend all my life.  And her mother
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    told Betty Anne. And then. Betty Ann told me. She said, Oh your mother, your grandmother, had a beautiful voice. I knew she was an organist, but
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    I didn't know that. So that was kind of a
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    shock to me. And then my dad could sing, of course, he should have had training. But he loved to sing with Alan. [TF] So
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    in your
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    childhood experience, the world was a place with the potential, there was darkness. Would you
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    say that, there was something wrong in the world. I don't want to put worlds in your mouth. This is your
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    story, there was sin in society...  [JF] I didn't think
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    about that, but I just knew the stories I heard from the girls when they went to the dance
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    and then they went out afterwards.  I didn't hear terrible things. I had no desire to go. [AF] Young people
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    didn't have  know what color you are but that led to the small children
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    calling you. But the. [TF] But you did. I mean we're looking back. And
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    interpreting, but you did see... It's a significant thing for thousands of people
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    that you have the childhood experience that you did, that somewhere in there you became convinced that Christianity was
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    something to promote and to share with joy, and with energy.
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    There's naturally curiosity about how in the world does this happen? This is one of the dlominant questions in
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    religious history, is why in the world do people put themselves in tremendously uncomfortable, inconvenient
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    circumstances... I've seen your salary; it was very low your entire career. People do
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    this. And WHY is the driving question. So what you describe does help--your grandfather.
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    But if there anything else you can shed light, other than what, you know... These things aren't automatic,
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    you know. I mean where does this come from? [JF] Well, i have to tell you also that my uncle,
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    when I was still high school, brought a man from New York to see me. My uncle would have
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    put his money on me.
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    And he brought him. And I remember them setting me down in the living
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    room, and he's saying, "Now play for him and sing." So I did. my
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    uncle who seemed to be so far apart from anything about us, living
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    in New York in a very high style of life..  And so
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    I did that. And then later I was in Binghamton Bible School for a year... [AF] Jane, finish the story.  [JF] I am, and he brought another man to see me.
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    They
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    took me out to dinner. My uncle left, went to the bathroom, and this
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    man, "Do you realize what your uncle can do for you? He can put you on the stage,  Wouldn't
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    you like that?" And I said, "No, I don't think I would. That's
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    not what I want to do." And that was my last chance. [TF] By the stage, you mean entertaining
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    people, and ended up in the world of entertainment-- [AF] Secular entertainment. [TF] Secular entertainment...   [JF] He had all the
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    connections, and brought--twice--the men who could do that. [AF] She had no ambition to use her musical talents in a secular field.  She wanted to be used within the Christian context. [JF] And
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    I knew
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    it very firmly. I did not realize that much when I was in high school when he brought that man.
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    I didn't really realize what he was doing. And
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    probably my mother did. But then when he came to Binghamton Bible School, of course, I was
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    very well aware of what he could do. So that
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    was it. I really was very
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    impressed by the Lord in the Christian life, so that I really never even had a longing
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    to do anything.  [TF]  Other than some of your family members. Did you have role models
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    that you look to and said I want to be like that person, some of the revivalists that came through?  It was very local?   [JF] I
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    didn't because I was a small town girl. There wasn't television. [TB]  And
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    radio wasn't a big part of your life?  [JF] No. But we
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    did listen to it, that's where my mother heard this Louis Paul Lehman and
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    brought him. And I knew that there were people out there, on radio. But, no. I never
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    had any idea of being anything. [AF] Remember, there were no Christian radio as such at that time.  [TF] Did
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    you ever listen to the Charles Fuller Gospel Hour?
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    [JF] Well, sure, later. [TF] In the later 30s, was that? [JF] But not when I was in high school.  [TF] OK. Now can
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    you help us with some chronology of ... that you
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    went to elementary school and middle school years and then high
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    school all in Olean? [JF] No. We had to move back to Rushford.
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    When there was terrible, what did we call it? No money? [AF] Depression. [JF] Depression.  During the depression, my grandmother
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    died and my
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    grandfather had nobody to take care of him. My dad said... [TF] The grandfather who had converted from drinking?  [JF] Yeah.
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    I never knew my other grandfather. I saw him once... that abandoned
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    my mother and ... what did you ask me?  [TF] So you went back ... [JF] So we went back for three years and
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    lived with my grandfather. [TF] Maybe you were thirteen or fourteen? [AF]  How old were you then?  [JF] I went back when
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    I was twelve. Then when I...   [TF] Same time as when your sister was born? [JF]
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    Yeah. She was born at the same time. Right. And then when I
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    was fourteen, we moved back and I went into sophomore year:
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    thirteen, fifteen, sixteen. And I went back to Olean. My
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    mother refused to live in Rushford any more which was very ... [AF]  Jane, it was during those three years when
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    you developed your strong personal relationship with Betty Ann, during those three years.  [JF] Yes. Yeah, although I had
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    always been...I knew her when
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    she was eight months and I was born. Our parents were
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    friends. Betty Ann Hardy, the doctor's daughter, and
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    the doctor's wife. And she stood up with me. She came to Philly and stood up with
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    me in my wedding.  [TF] She was your age? [JF] Yeah, exactly. Eight months
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    older.  [TF] And she was in Rushford?  [JF]  And then she became a teacher.
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    And she married another doctor.  [TF] When you moved back did you finish high school in Olean?  [JF]  Right, three years.  [TF] So
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    you two guys remained friends even though you ... [JF]  All our lives, all our lives.  [TF]  Where is she now?  [JF]  In heaven. [TF] OK  [AF] Jane, you
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    didn't take any high school in Rushford at all, did you?  [JF] First year.  [AF] First year..in Rushford? OK.  [JF] And Betty Ann and I because
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    she was the wealthiest girl in town--her father was a doctor-- And so
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    we were little devils in school. [TF] What does that mean? [JF] And my
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    teacher and my mother's good friend there... [AF] Mischievous is the word.  [JF] was the teacher of us when we were in
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    seventh grade and eighth grade.  She had seventh and eighth grade.  They
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    dreaded to see us coming because we were rascals. [TF] So
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    you were a godly, pious, singing rascal.  [JF] Yeah,
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    we were. [TF] So you had a raving rascal without getting into a lot of the
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    worldly partying and drinking and the sexual activity. [JF] We were little rascals, and
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    here she was the doctor's daughter in town. [AF] But she was not musical at all. [JF] Well, she played the clarinet.  Her
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    father was the director of the Rushford band.  [AF] OK,
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    that's what you need to tell. [JF] And Lois, Betty Ann's sister, became a
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    teacher of flute in Houghton College.  [TF] So
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    you
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    finish high school in Olean.  You graduated in what? 1940? [JF] I was sixteen. No, '39. [TF] 1939.  You were
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    probably aware of world events taking place. Everybody was,
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    probably.  And then you went
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    to Houghton College.   [JF]  My uncle supplied
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    the money... [TF] Uncle from New York ...  [JF] for that first year. And then [TF]  Your mother's
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    brother, the stock broker.  [JF] And then he wanted to
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    influence me.  [TF] Get you back on the stage. {JF] And then
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    the second year, because he couldn't, he had lost the money.
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    So after I went to Houghton for the first semester of my second
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    year, my mother called him and said, "We're out of money." You have to come home.  [TF] So you
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    completed two years... [JF] No, I didn't. A year and a half.  And Dr. Payne, the president called me in and he said, "You've got to continue, you've just to continue." I said, "I can't."  I knew my parents would not ever borrow money or go into debt.
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    [TF] So what happened?   [JF] Well, the Lord's will was for me to go home.
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    I got a job. I didn't resent it at all. I understood ...  [TF]  You went back to Olean?  [JF] I went back
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    to Olean and I got a job working in a grocery store
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    and also when they had a store. An evangelist came to our church, and
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    he had graduated from Binghamton
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    Bible School, and I heard about that school. And just as a
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    result, I went in the next September to Binghamton Bible School.  [AF] Well,
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    actually, the neighborhood school was Practical Bible School. [JF] Yeah, Binghamton Practical Bible School, which
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    is still going. [TF] So you were home for several months or a year? [JF] Not
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    a year. I was home from February to September.  [TF] And
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    then you completed... [JF] And I had a job. [TF] And, so you graduated from
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    there... with like a? [JF] I just went a year to that bible school because I met Grandpa.   [AF]
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    Graduated from neither place, neither Houghton nor Practical. She came down and met me and that's the other phase of her life.  [TF] At Houghton it was
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    a liberal arts degree that you were getting?  [JF] Right, right. [TF] Then the bible school
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    was ... and voice as well at Houghton? [JF] Oh yeah I was a voice major at Houghton.  [TF] And
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    what did you study the bible...  [JF] I had one
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    year of fantastic teachers that just gave a
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    picture of the basis of the bible which is absolutely tremendous.  [TF] theological not musical.  [JF] No, no  [TF] It
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    was all theological  [TF]  Religious training   [JF] And two teachers, Dr. Lowe and
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    I can't remember the other one. But
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    the basis teaching of the Bible and of writers and
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    so forth. And had a tremendous effect upon me. I just drank it in. And
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    I took Greek for a year. Big joke!  [TF] OK I'm going to press a little
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    further. What was so attractive--besides being saved--and
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    besides seeing the transformation in your grandfather, in the moral purity,
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    What was so attractive for you about studying the Bible?
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    Can you...  [JF] Well I guess the fact that Christ came
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    to save the world.  At fourteen I would be reading my Bible til all hours
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    in the morning. my mother would come in and say, 'Turn your light off and go to sleep." So I
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    only wanted to study the Bible. [TF] That's funny, the image of parents knocking, "I've had enough of you in
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    there reading that bible. You go to sleep!  You stop that behavior. Enough of
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    that prayer and bible of yours.  Next thing you'll be helping people and talking...
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    [JF] I think my mother was glad, but she knew I had to get my rest. But I was
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    just always drawn and fascinated by...   [TF] So it was an instinctual, intuitive power;
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    it was just almost beyond you. [JF]  I was just drawn to it.  [TF] I'm
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    curious. We have a few more
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    minutes on this side of the tape. What was life like in
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    small town America?  You, in your lifetime, have seen cities grow dramatically and
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    the suburbs--in people's ability to drive and travel with
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    ease. I came down here. Almost like it was nothing. And then we lived with an Internet world
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    we're constantly getting news from around the world. What was it like to live in a world that was so local and
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    Where your main worldview was shaped by, you know, I don't know, six, seven
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    square miles or a limited region...  [JF] But don't forget my mother was a teacher.
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    So that her view wasn't that small. And that even though she
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    had had this horrible young life, I think my father's mother
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    had a tremendous, was a wonderful mother to her.
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    And just sort of took over. See, my grandmother died when I was twelve, so
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    how much do you take in at that time. But I have known since she was apparently a very influential, quiet person in this town. And a strong Christian, a
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    nd had a lot to do with the church. I never knew she sang.
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    And my friend Betty Anne's mother, who was the doctor's wife, said, "Oh, she had a gorgeous voice." I never knew that until five
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    years ago when my friend Betty Ann said that to me. What do you mean?  Oh, she said, she had a beauiful voice.
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    [TF] Was the best thing about living / growing up in Olean and Rockford and what was the worst thing?  [JF] Rushford. [TF] Rushford, sorry. What
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    was the best thing what was the worst thing?  [JF] I
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    didn't...well, I loved being back in Rushford. Yeah. I
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    was glad to go back to Rushford because my best friend was there. And my
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    teachers were friends of my parents. It was such a small town, see?  {TF} So there was a sense of familiarity and comfort and accountability.  [JF]  I
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    never
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    resented having to move back. But I aIso hated to leave my friends
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    but I was glad to go back to Olean. I didn't have a choice, I didn't have strong feelings ... [TF] But small town, being
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    in a small town like, you know, it's a dying
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    institution, it's a dying thing--Main Street America. And a lot of my challenge with students is to
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    try to recreate it. Because during the nineteenth century and well into the twentieth, it was...it was how
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    Americans lived their lives. It was what it meant to be an American was to be part of a neighborly community. And nowadays
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    it's just completely different. It's suburbs, it's impersonal.  [JF] You don't know
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    your neighbors. [TF] The houses are set up so that your whole world is a self-created private, world. I'm
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    just curious. We think of Sinclair Lewis's 1920 book Mainstreet
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    and he just lambasts small communities as gossipy
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    and provincial and narrow-minded and mean. And bigoted. So
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    one of the debates I'm always having the students--this is a little off topic--but you did grown up in a
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    small town to Buffalo, a fairly large world--with
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    a radio ministry and this enormous constant influx of national
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    figures, or at least regional figures, in through the Buffalo Christian Center. And from
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    small town to hear the radio show to come into ...  I remember looking
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    through your documents and seeing these, you know, twenty-fifth anniversary. And it seemed like people
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    from small towns sort of off by--but they had the Center as a touch stone from
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    the local--and perhaps a little lonely--to the metropolitan,
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    the city and a large community. A sense of connectedness. And I'm just curious.
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    So there is that interest but I'm also just curious, what was it like to live in this lost world? You
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    can still live in small towns but it's harder today. Did you
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    find in stifling, like Sinclair Lewis did? He hated small towns and he just cut them to pieces. [JF] I left it when I was 16, and... [TF] Were you glad to leave?   [AF] You're
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    forgetting that after the
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    bible schooling experience. She met me, and then had seven full
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    years in Philadelphia before we ever went to, to Buffalo. So
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    in a sense, Buffalo was a smaller town than Philadelphia. [TF] Well, I'm just curious..  [AF] It's a process, it's a process.  [TB] But
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    it is interesting
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    to speak to someone who grew up in, you know,
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    in a rural setting to a big league city. [TB]
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    who then went on to be somewhat well known. You know, fairly very well-known.
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    That's an interesting transition and. Some people like Sinclair Lewis
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    couldn't wait to get out. He went straight to the city; he couldn't wait to get out. He hated small towns, and he spent his whole
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    career lambasting every everything related to it: the family, m
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    aterialism, religion. One thing after another. [JF] Don't forget that my mother was large minded.
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    She was a teacher and a possibility thinker. She didn't preach
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    to me or anything but she  lived it before
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    me. She was always reading the papers. She was totally
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    interested in the government,which is what I get laughed at because of my
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    interest in the government.

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